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Nothing but compassion, understanding and friendship I’ve offered to this person durring this time when they have been transitioning from mtf.

I’m not interested in a relationship, which I’ve told them many different times and ways.

They went ahead and planed a Valentine’s Day weekend for us after everything and went I told them my honest feelings and that I’ve also been sick with a bad cold. This...this is what I received in return.

I’m done being nice. My walls are going up, and as far as I’m concerned we’re no longer friends. Shame on me for trying when they clearly do not care about me as anything other than as their significant other.

#CheckInWithMe #EmontionalAbuse #Valentines #givingup #upsetwithmyself #Anxiety #Depression #alone #unwanted


I’ve been struggling lately because I want to be able to talk to people about some things I went through a long time ago. I want to be able to offer support and be supported. I want to make a difference in mental health advocacy and disability advocacy. I’m usually fairly open about my health situation but there are a few things I still can’t get myself to talk about much. I feel like I’m doing a disservice to myself and others by not being able to talk openly about my suicide attempts when I was 11, about 17 years ago, my 9 years of self harm starting that same year, the emotionally and verbally abusive relationship I was in when I was 19, and the episodes of psychosis I had in my early 20s that put me in the hospital and were being caused by medication I was given after a misdiagnosis. I’ve gone through a lot of therapy and feel like I’m past those events. I’ve accepted what happened and I’ve come to see them as a part of my story that I learned from. They taught me how to be a better person and that I possess a strength I never knew I had. It’s not that I don’t try to talk about them, I do. But it’s like, when I open my mouth the words won’t come out. How do you guys get past that stage when you want so badly to comfort, help, and advocate for others and yourself? #CheckInWithMe #Advocacy #imnotok #imnotalwaysstrongenough #MentalHealth #SuicideAttempt #Suicide #EmontionalAbuse #Psychosis