I am Marvin. I am forty nine years old and have been diagnosed with having a severe and chronic mental illness. I am also an aspiring unaccomplished writer, who was born and raised in the city of Cincinnati Ohio. I grew up in impoverished project housing units throughout the city, being raised by a single mother during my childhood years who was physically abusive, and suffered from a personality disorder. Because i was a "brainiac" growing up, i had the opportunity to attend some of the best schools in my city, some being all white student population. I always excelled in Academics but lost my mother in a custody battle with my grandmother in 1983 when i was thirteen. My grandmother had seventeen children and the family was also abuse-orientated and dysfunctional. I lost my education at Princeton High School located in Sharonville Ohio in 1987 because i was caught with a large quantity of marijuana. I was expelled, prosecuted, and put in the school's newspaper for me disgracing this prestigious high school. My grandmother kicked me out the house and i began living as a homeless teenager in down town Cincinnati (Over-The-Rhine.) For years i struggled off and on with homelessness and environmental issues (i.e., drugs, alcohol, and high levels of violence.) I even got myself caught up in the world of adult predators and excessive fornication. Several suicide attempts secured me in the world of mental health. Today i am currently fighting my way out of a negative environment, to eventually write a best-selling novel about my horrific upbringing.