haveyouever

Have your ever felt like no one understands you?

Like you are alive but yet you feel like you are also dead

Have you ever tried to reach out or talk

But then, you are like 'nah, they won't get it'

Have you ever felt so anxious,

you masked it with ridiculously lame and 'weird' humour or sarcasm?

Just to make it look like you are super chill but you are really just nervous

Have you ever wanted to win a stranger's heart

By giving them random compliments or by trying to make them smile or laugh

Secretly thinking to yourself that this is exactly how you feel everyone should be and treat each other

Have you ever been so naive to ignore the bad in someone and focus solely on the positives and look at the good in everyone?

Have you ever been so foolish that you've tried to help and support or cheer up someone that has repeatedly hurt you and you know does not care about you and probably would not do the same in return? Yet, you do it anyways?

Have you ever just stared into space, zoned out and smile...

Imagining your perfect little dream world

Imagining Utopia

Have you ever been so naturally 'high' that people have assumed you drank or did drugs?

Have you ever felt happy inside but on the outside felt scared to express or show it because of well, so-called evil eye

Have you ever not believed in superstitions yet still been anxious and overthink your interactions due to them

Have you ever just been happy for no reason at all like a child

Have you ever... just spontaneously wrote a post like this without even thinking?

Impulsivity can be fun but it can be exhausting...

Humour can be fun but be tiring...

Good things come and go; it is okay to feel not okay and for bad times to also come, they also go.

Don't stop being you due to the bad moments or days

KEEP SMILING :) :) Your energy is contagious and is needed to make the world go round - YING YANG - hippie style

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Have you ever just woken up and known your routine is get up to use the bathroom, grab a bite to eat, take your meds. Like, that is it. Other than your night time routine of grabbing a bite, taking your meds, and using the bathroom, those are so important. You know this. You need your meds. You have #Depression , #Anxiety , #Epilepsy , #Pain . You need your routine to function better. Never 100%, but better as you figure out what works for you.

...and yet...

Even having my bag of meds next to me, sometimes i have to push myself just to open the bottles.

....and sometimes still?

Even if i manage to get the bottles open and lay out my pills neatly beside of me, it feels like it takes so much strebgth to just pick them up.

Today was obe of those days where i had to tell myself that #CarrieFisher would have wanted me to take my meds...

...and thats okay.

I took them. Thats what matters most.

Have you ever been lonely and desperate for connection? Have you ever wondered if you really matter...to anyone?  Have you ever ruined relationships with family, including your children to the point where you feel you have no family?  Have you ever wondered if you will ever be able to connect in a meaningful way with another human being?  Have you ever wondered if you will ever feel an embrace and the loving warmth of companionship?

I have.
#haveyouever #ihave