Why is it so hard for me to have connection with people... I suffer from depression and anxiety and I was never a person that liked drugs, alcohol, night clubs, my school friends were always that type I never found someone that I could connect with. I had girlfriends but I aways wanted a relationship with pure love, support and loyalty but I was never much the type that start to talk with random girls, the girls I had usually came to me because liked my physic yet to me that is not enough, I am a person of feelings. Finally I thought I found it in the end was just another betrayal. I grew #Kind #Sadness #Broken up in a house with domestic violence, I slept like 3 or 4 hours per night and had to support shit from school like bullying (Grew up obese), and I was always more silent that tjose around me they always ignored me until they need someone and they knew they could trust me but when they were good they leaved me again, I always put everyone else in front of me because I care about others but in the end I always end up broken because I expect from others what I give them... I don't know more what to do with my life... I feel I am on the edge again 💔😢 #Depression #Anxiety #alone #needsomelove