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Church people told me God can cure me and I don’t think that’s true

I know deep down something is really wrong with me. I have dealt with depression since a young age and had a psychotic breakdown in the 7th grade where I started hearing voices. I have been in and out of mental hospitals more than 10 times. I am not happy. I am barely living a life. Sometimes I just want to lock myself up in the mental hospital for good

#CheckInWithMe #Depression #Disability #MentalHealth #Bipolar2 #Psychosis #Trauma #PanicAttacks #PTSD #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #Selfharm #BipolarDisorder #Anxiety #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #ADHD #SocialAnxiety #MajorDepressiveDisorder #SuicidalThoughts #SuicidalIdeation #Suicide #MightyTogether #Grief #ChronicIllness

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A small win over anxiety

Last evening, I was tasked with drawing some text boxes for a slide-based presentation unexpectedly. I almost had an anxiety attack over it, because I was not certain what was needed specifically with the task. I started overthinking about how many boxes I needed, what style was needed, and it almost escalated into a panic attack, but a friend I was in a voice call with helped me keep it together. I drew a few boxes, and the crew loved the results. I feel a little silly for overthinking such a small task, but I got something done at the end of the day, and that’s still a win. #ADHD #AspergersSyndrome

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Unshattered

I was commenting on someone’s post today about the trajectory of my healing.

I compared my state of mental health a few years ago to Humpty Dumpty. All the “king’s” gtherapies and prayers and medications and hospitalizations couldn’t put me together again. I was, I thought, irretrievably broken.

We lost our house to a fire in 2018. Then, we were stuck in a crummy rental while our house was rebuilt. But I had so much hope. I just knew that a brand new house would give me the breakthrough I needed.

Nope. I just struggled in a different setting. Everything felt impossible. Leaving the house was pure torture. I didn’t feel great at home, either, though. Dread was my constant companion, and I felt sick in my soul.

The worst was episodes where I would be consumed by terror for hours on end. I called these episodes “panic attacks.” But what I read about panic attacks didn’t match my experience at all. I didn’t have trouble breathing or think I was having a heart attack. And it lasted hours, not minutes.

What would I call it, then? The closest I’ve come is a question the suicidal poet Sylvia Plath wrote: “Is there no way out of my mind?” Truly, I don’t want anyone to understand; it’s too horrific. But of course I can’t be the only one to have suffered this way.

How is it, then, that my life now is an endless stream of simple delight? I love being alive, and can scarcely believe that I tried to die. I have problems, frustrations, and concerns. There is an ongoing crisis in my extended family that is heartbreaking. But I am whole. I’m filled with joy.

When I try to explain how and why things changed, I’m baffled. It’s a lot like how my younger son grew. Both of my boys are over six feet tall. The older one had a dramatic growth spurt. But the younger one, who actually became the taller of the two, never seemed to grow in an obvious way. He grew by millimeters. I’d suddenly notice him getting closer to my height (I’m almost six feet tall), or we’d dig out his dress pants for an event and they were too short. But it didn’t happen all at once.

I believe that healing can happen in one fell swoop for some people. A prayer is answered. An insight in therapy changes everything. A medication or therapy brings miraculous results right away.

But many, many times on this platform it’s been noted that tiny bits of progress can eventually become mountains that move. You keep doing the things: therapy, meds, seeking God. And one day the sun shines, and keeps shining.

So my message is hardly original, but it’s borne of genuine experience. All I want is for one person to read this, and to believe that they can become unstuck, too. All of the scattered pieces of your mind can, in fact, come together again. Just keep showing up for yourself. Miracles happen every day, and one day, it will be your turn!

#Bipolar #Depression #GAD #OCD #PTSD

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Had a panic attack today and I feel awful

I know what triggered it. We ran out of almonds and oatmeal for milk. I told her she'd have trouble keeping up with my needs but she insisted on making it herself so we could save money.

I cut my thumb nail too short. I didn't go take a shower and I don't want to. I've got a really big pimple on my chin that I have been trying to pop all day. It popped about 2 hours ago but it got bigger and it's very hard. I'm gonna probably get some salt water for a compress in a little while.

I feel empty. I'm trying to focus on the good stuff happening next weekend. I'm going to the comic shop for free comic book day on Saturday. I'm gonna look for some decks of my favorite card game called Munchkin. I know I have plenty to be happy about but my heart hurts. I'm gonna get a few comics with really good layout and background to use for reference for my art.

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Fear for 56 years of being in auditoriums

I need to overcome this . When my lads had any plays or assemblies at school . I always sat there terrified with overwhelming panic attacks . I have had enough and want to enjoy seeing my grandchildren in these circumstances . Without fear and panic

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How to stop Autism social hangover overdrive

Please help: I have been slow downhilling into major burnout. More shutdown symptoms and vertigo. These have replaced normal headaches.

Yesterday was way too much masking and talking. Today I woke up with my body in high altert like a panic attack but other than burn out I amnot anxious. It had been allll day. I know this is really bad for my body. Any and all tips please help.

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Worried about what is gonna happen to me when my parents die at old age

I can’t function without my medications for my mental illness. I am 28 years old and disabled. My parents are the only ones who provide for me and I don’t talk to any of my family. My family knows I have a serious mental health condition and most don’t even ask how I am doing. I don’t get along with my older sister, she don’t like me and I don’t care for her because she is a mean nasty person. My parents have said mean things to me in my past but they are the ones who help me the most and give me a roof over my head that is clean and comfortable. I am grateful for that. They aren’t the richest but they have enough to live off of. I just hope I have my life together before they die at old age and I can manage to take care of myself. I need to be more independent. I don’t want to be miserable at old age in a mental hospital. I have been to mental hospitals way too many times. I hope that I find the right mental help that can help me in the long run and I don’t suffer anymore. #MentalHealth #CheckInWithMe #BipolarDisorder #BipolarDepression #Depression #MajorDepressiveDisorder #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #Psychosis #Anxiety #PanicAttacks #Trauma #Selfharm #SuicidalThoughts #Suicide #Disability #ChronicIllness #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder

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How's about that

I woke up with a migraine and I've still got it raging in my head. I tried double dosing tramadol (my doctor gave me the ok) but even that didn't work. We tried using some CBD cream but it ended up triggering a panic attack after I got some crumbly bits of it on my hands. I tried taking some hydroxyzine to meditate but that didn't work. The migraine was too intense to meditate. I just shifted on my bed and my lumbar just screamed. Fun times.

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