May 1st.
Pain , pain pain. That 1 word that describes every day of my life for the past year . Pain shooting down my legs, is it my bones? Is it my joints ? Is it my muscle?..is it all of the above..who knows.. 3 months ago I started remission which means lowering prednisone from my #RareDisease Takayasu arteritis (inflammation if the main aretritis of the heart). Someone had warn me of all the side affects of this medicine.. but never knew what i got myself into..until 3 months ago..
How do u manage my pain?.. i dont. I deal with it. I dont take pain medication ..what for?. I have 3 kids i have to take care of and the last thing i need is to feel drowsy. I wake up and say to a higher power “thank you, thank you for giving me another day”
Its been 3 sleepless nights that ill wake up cause Im crying in my dream, turns out its not a dream its my actual tears of how much my back my legs hurt. Thought it was a dream for a second, but then i woke up and i had to be welcomed to reality. This is what it is to live with a rare disease. I have to listen to my body and talk to it and let it know I AM in control , the disease doesnt take over. I DO.
Having faith and waking up just saying thanks to my beautiful heart for pumping more than normal to keep me alive another day.
TAKAYASUS ARTERITIS