Feeling a bit lonely today guys, can anyone advise? ❤
Probably like a few of you on here lots of my 'friends' abandoned me 2 1/2 years ago when I got sick.
I tried to stay positive as I had 3 separate girls who I thought were 'keepers' I've been hearing less and less replies from them over the past 6 months.
Yesterday I messaged all 3, and none have replied. I feel even more lonely then before I messaged them.
There's nothing worse than feeling alone, when having friends is something you want.
I don't even know where to find anybody new. I find myself talking too much to anyone now doctors, nurses etc. Just because I don't have anybody else. It hurts.
What is worse is that it's my 'best friends' and my 10 year anniversary since we met this month, we were literally so close this is something we would have celebrated. she doesn't seem interested. She was like my family but seems to have moved on with new friends, as she's moved to another nearby town.
When she does message me im always hearing about a 'friend' when I ask what she's been up to.
Messages used to be often but now it's always 'sorry I didn't realise I didn't reply' or 'sorry I didn't send a reply i typed' or 'I completely forgot to reply' daily now. Where she's obviously messaging others and forgets about me.
I just feel at such a loss. I'm lucky to have an amazing husband but it's not the same as girl time.
Can anybody else relate? Sorry for rant. Happy Sunday everybody lots of love xx
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