TiredofBeingSickAndTired

Since I was little I have always been in pain and tired. Now that I am 27, each day is getting harder and harder to keep moving forward. I feel like I’ve been to every doctor possible, done everything I believe to cut out: my job, types of food, focus on me; but sadly I feel like nothing is working. I feel like I can’t move forward without someone finally telling me what’s wrong.

Every test that comes back negative or doctor I see saying everything looks fine is another blow to my self esteem. Today I feel so lonely in my journey. My husband tries his best but it doesn’t help.

Today I had even more trouble walking and I’m scared that the doctors will find nothing and say it’s all in my head. I know it’s not and I’m tired of fighting. How much more of this pain can I keep taking each day with no answer on how to try to make it better...

I needed to rant but also looking for others who might have had a struggle getting diagnosed and has some tips for me?

#stayingstrong #ChronicPain #Needanswers #TiredofBeingSickAndTired

I just turned down a dinner invitation to dinner with my neighbours, I just dont feel well to make an appearence, and at the same time I feel guilty #TiredofBeingSickAndTired

Anyone else have days where you just are angry? Literally everything just pisses you off... I’m so tired of hurting and being so sick! I hear people complain about the most trivial things and I’m just so tired! I feel like I’m spiraling out of control because my anger today is through the roof. #TiredofBeingSickAndTired

Struggling today with thoughts about how my exhaustion causing me to miss work must be because I’m lazy...or because I can’t do my job right... I am trying to remember that these are just words that I don’t have to take in.

This heaviness in chest, anxiety, panic
Why it’s only growing worse and worse
It’s like I’ve said it thousand times but I’m so tired of everything
Life became so dull
#BorderlinePersonalityDisorder
#TiredofBeingSickAndTired

I have been so tired lately. I just want to sleep all day, but I have school and work. It’s gotten so bad that I’m taking naps in my car or on the couch in my friend’s dorm whenever I have a break. I don’t know if it’s depression or if something else is going on. I’m just tired of being tired. #Sleep #TiredofBeingSickAndTired #BipolarDisorder #Depression #Stress #Anxiety #MentalHealth #CheckInWithMe

I had all kinds of plans for this afternoon. A workout. Post workout protein shake. Shower. Kids’ dinner. Housecleaning. None of that happened. I’m just trying to get everyone inside to calm down. I’m trying to get my nervous system out of a state of emergency. My pups sense something wrong as they won’t leave my side. I’m completely overwhelmed and overstimulated. I can’t even turn on the tv. My girls’ chatter is grating on my raw nerves.

It was two stupid words that triggered a nuclear reaction inside. It shouldn’t have happened. How many times have I thought about what I was going to spit out? So many. But maybe I’ve never actually said it out loud. From that moment on I was locked in a state of memories and feelings I don’t have words for. I just need it to stop. I will do ANYTHING to make it stop. I just need an opportunity. I’m trying but I’m struggling. How can two harmless words from the past do this? I am so ashamed of myself. It shouldn’t be a big deal at all. So why do I feel like this?
#DissociativeIdentityDisorder #DissociationDisorders #MajorDepressiveDisorder #AnxietyDisorders #PTSDfromAbuse #TiredofBeingSickAndTired

I know everyone is different but when I see other people with the same disease as me having a regular life, going to work, having children, etc I can’t help but wonder am I making excuses or not trying hard enough? When is it self-care and when is it just being lazy? #Selfcare #Fibromyalgia #BipolarDisorder #CrohnsDisease #TiredofBeingSickAndTired

Go to sleep with this high pitched wailing in my head. #TiredofBeingSickAndTired Wake up to the same damn noise #AQuietPlace Please!! No hope of ever hearing the Peace of a Quiet moment! #notsuicidaljusttired ...
Not to paint on my Happy Face so no one knows what is really happening in my head.🤠😁🙂😐😕🥺😱😱😱😱