my friend invited me to join her and her friends to a hotspring and i said yes immediately, but the whole day i've been debating with myself should i cancel the plan and broke the promise i made with them, i'm scared what if i become awkward all day, what if i don't know what to say to her and others, i don't know how to socialize, what if i make mistakes, what if things turn bad. I had many thought in my head, but finally i decided to go because breaking promises, cancelling plans the last minute had given me nickname among friends “1 second mind" because i always change my mind, i try to change me and today was fun eventho i feel a bit scare of i don't know what
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