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Hi, my name is Iris. I've been diagnosed with Bipolar then major depression then finally my last psychiatrist diagnosed me with Borderline I am curious and in need to connect with BPD societies and i have passion for psychiatry, reading people my own way and getting through to them helping them and saving them from their selves i have done that almost enough, rescued the life of 3 ex bestfriends with suicide ideation over-dosing then seizing and biting their tongues, cutting over and over and the worst part since i attempted the act myself i thought of my brother then i ran to call "friends" none answered none got even back to ask about me assure my health. i walked to the hospital i bled so much that i fainted on the emergency entrance. some of my traits that i am proud of is that i wear my garbage that's why i can stand out to everyone else cause i don't like to lie even if suicide attempts are a felony here. and i have been cheated on in front of my eyes with no remorse or guilt i saw my gf having sex with a guy who turned out to be her boyfriend all time long along with me and another two. i got hit violently afterwards by both my ex and her boyfriend, that i couldn't move for 6 days. i was so far from home. i was abused in every fucking way. my parents are divorced and this house was built and bought in time of distress. i experience a lot of symptoms of other coexisting disorders especially bipolar, mania major depressive OCD excessive delusions illusions and hallucinations *rarely but more than it should*. and the fear is accelerating to protect my wellbeing cause i am living my life with one final act in this life, how i will go, i don't think i believe that it's gonna be suicide.
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