Bipolar 2 Disorder

My highest weight was 190. I was never the best looking and men never hit on me. All the attractive men I ever liked rejected me and made comments about me & my appearance. My dad is forcing me to diet even if I get skinny I won’t be happy with the way I look because I have never been pretty like a doll.

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My highest weight was 190. I was never the best looking and men never hit on me. All the attractive men I ever liked rejected me and made comments about me & my appearance. My dad is forcing me to diet even if I get skinny I won’t be happy with the way I look because I have never been pretty like a doll.

#CheckInWithMe #Depression #Anxiety #Bipolar2 #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #Psychosis #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #SuicidalThoughts #MentalHealth

I used to go online and pretend to be other pretty girls to talk to attractive men and when all these men found out who I really was; I got called ugly. There was one guy in particular his name was Mike; he was a white guy with muscles, he called me ugly and fat. I got so much attention from men when I was posing as these pretty girls online when in reality when I am me, no attractive men talk to me or even pay interest in me. I hate the way I look. It sucks. Throughout my whole life men have rejected me. There are so many pretty girls out there that are depressed that I would love to look like. I just feel like I am different that I don’t look pretty like the other girls.

#CheckInWithMe #MentalHealth #MajorDepressiveDisorder #Depression #Disability #Selfharm #Anxiety #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #Psychosis #Bipolar2 #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #SocialAnxiety #Suicide #SuicidalThoughts #ChronicIllness #SchizophreniaSpectrumPsychoticDisorders #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #PTSD #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #ADHD #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Autism #AutismSpectrumDisorder

I used to go online and pretend to be other pretty girls to talk to attractive men and when all these men found out who I really was; I got called ugly. There was one guy in particular his name was Mike; he was a white guy with muscles, he called me ugly and fat. I got so much attention from men when I was posing as these pretty girls online when in reality when I am me, no attractive men talk to me or even pay interest in me. I hate the way I look. It sucks. Throughout my whole life men have rejected me. There are so many pretty girls out there that are depressed that I would love to look like. I just feel like I am different that I don’t look pretty like the other girls.

#CheckInWithMe #MentalHealth #MajorDepressiveDisorder #Depression #Disability #Selfharm #Anxiety #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #Psychosis #Bipolar2 #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #SocialAnxiety #Suicide #SuicidalThoughts #ChronicIllness #SchizophreniaSpectrumPsychoticDisorders #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #PTSD #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #ADHD #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Autism #AutismSpectrumDisorder

Gratitude is helping me heal I’m grateful for the small stuff. I’m grateful for the people in my life and those who reached out to me. Showing myself compassion every day helps me feel confident. Self care is so important. I’m thankful for my son who cosign for my apartment

Gratitude is helping me heal I’m grateful for the small stuff. I’m grateful for the people in my life and those who reached out to me. Showing myself compassion every day helps me feel confident. Self care is so important. I’m thankful for my son who cosign for my apartment