Bipolar 2 Disorder

I’m having a pain and fatigue flare up and it’s so isolating. Paired with beginning touse a wheelchair to get around I’ve had enough. Sick of feeling like this #venting #EhlersDanlosSyndrome #Fibromyalgia #Bipolar2

I’m having a pain and fatigue flare up and it’s so isolating. Paired with beginning touse a wheelchair to get around I’ve had enough. Sick of feeling like this #venting #EhlersDanlosSyndrome #Fibromyalgia #Bipolar2

Oh how I have missed this app. I have completely forgotten how it is to have a sense of community. It’s been a longgg time lol
A lot has happened. A bunch of losses, betrayal, deaths, psych ward intakes x3, homelessness, new diagnosis, $100 a week job, no car, family icing me out, no friends, no safety, no safety net, no money for therapy, just lost a new job before I even started.. and this is all recent 😆
.. I’ll get more into it later but I’m glad to be back. I’ve missed the support and I need it now more than ever. #Homeless #Bipolar2 #MentalHealth #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Anxiety #Grief

Oh how I have missed this app. I have completely forgotten how it is to have a sense of community. It’s been a longgg time lol
A lot has happened. A bunch of losses, betrayal, deaths, psych ward intakes x3, homelessness, new diagnosis, $100 a week job, no car, family icing me out, no friends, no safety, no safety net, no money for therapy, just lost a new job before I even started.. and this is all recent 😆
.. I’ll get more into it later but I’m glad to be back. I’ve missed the support and I need it now more than ever. #Homeless #Bipolar2 #MentalHealth #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Anxiety #Grief

Ever since my intense therapy session with my therapist and my breakdown I have been feeling panicky and anxious. I have been doing my coping skills and going on my walks. I am starting to feel itchy is that normal? I read anxiety can cause this and I also read it mimic hives. My mom says it’s not hives but my skin feels kinda bumpy looks like a rash. Anxiety does a lot of stuff to our bodies.

Ever since my intense therapy session with my therapist and my breakdown I have been feeling panicky and anxious. I have been doing my coping skills and going on my walks. I am starting to feel itchy is that normal? I read anxiety can cause this and I also read it mimic hives. My mom says it’s not hives but my skin feels kinda bumpy looks like a rash. Anxiety does a lot of stuff to our bodies.

Tuesday I had my virtual therapy appointment on Tuesday . I texted him a journal entry about my abuse I was hesitant about sending him that but he said do what you feel comfortable doing. We started talking about my other abuses and my mood changed I almost started to cry but I stuffed it down. We continue talking about about how my parents protect my brother then the tears coming. I said the dark force is coming from behind me . My therapist didn’t see anyone behind me. I looked around my the dog that I see and he wasn’t around. Well, I was crying because this dog protects me. My therapist said let grab me a notepad and I started I broke down crying he said Laura I hear you once he back I started to have a panic attack and he wanted me to focus on him and do deep breathing.

Tuesday I had my virtual therapy appointment on Tuesday . I texted him a journal entry about my abuse I was hesitant about sending him that but he said do what you feel comfortable doing. We started talking about my other abuses and my mood changed I almost started to cry but I stuffed it down. We continue talking about about how my parents protect my brother then the tears coming. I said the dark force is coming from behind me . My therapist didn’t see anyone behind me. I looked around my the dog that I see and he wasn’t around. Well, I was crying because this dog protects me. My therapist said let grab me a notepad and I started I broke down crying he said Laura I hear you once he back I started to have a panic attack and he wanted me to focus on him and do deep breathing.

Hi, my name is Saranayd. I'm here because I am bipolar 2, OCD, ADHD, and complex PTSD

#MightyTogether #BipolarDisorder #OCD #PTSD #ADHD

I made a timeline of my family history of mental health. My grandma had depression undiagnosed. Mom has depression and anxiety disorder. This shocked me with my dad. According to my mom he had psychosis at 60 until he died around 80s. He was in a hospital for something and he would be hearing people talking and he was seeing things no one saw. Thats not the only time either. So I’m wondering was he liked this when I was growing up and kept quiet about it 🤔. My brother was depressed and did drugs