catchup

"Pain is inevitable". This we know.
And yet; most of us are guilty of trying to #Runaway or #hide from it. We tend to forget that it will always #catchup to us, and it will probably always #hit us twice as harsh.
The #goodnews ? Or, maybe it's #BadNews ? Either way, eventually, in our attempts to #survive we begin to realize #wealreadyhave because whether we like it or not, every day is another day of #movingforward
But what if every day feels like you're just living the same day, #overandover ? It seems time isn't passing at all until everytime you #lookback and realize how much time is really #gone
I probably wouldn't #admitit while on a #Low but #Ithink a whole lot of being human is about #Feeling
Feeling #Sadness
Feeling #anger
Feeling #Grief
Feeling #Fear
Feeling #Love
Feeling #Joy
Just... feeling. Really, actually, truly feeling our sh*t, whether it be good or bad.

I haven't fallen off the face of the planet, Mighty Friends.
January: a friend moved in temporarily, and my house flooded 8" in the basement.
February: My parents were in a car accident Feb.17. They both died. Funeral was Feb. 23.
March: My mother-in-law died March 1. My husband did NOT take it well and has struggled terribly with the grief.f
Then all of this #COVID19 stuff rolled in.
April: My friend finally moved into her own place. My sister and I are getting the estate of our parents put together.

I've just been #overwhelmed....
Many days I just want to stay in bed but there are things I MUST address so I force myself to get up. I pretty much have not left my house in a month, which means my sister has had to do most of the "legwork" of the estate. I can make phone calls and write letters, but I don't go out if I can help it.

Advice on how to deal with the mess this year has been thus far?
Much love, Fellow Mighties.... Our struggle is real, but we have each other.

2am mind floss

#catchup #MyastheniaGravis #Depression

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