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    #Feeling blech and heart palpitations

    Ugh, I’m headed to work now and I feel like I’ve been hit by a Mack truck. Keep me in 🙏, please!

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    Saying Hello!

    I have been on the app for a while but haven’t posted in a while so I thought I would check in and say hello! How is everyone feeling today? #Schizophrenia #Feeling

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    #Sorry I have been away a few days. Here is my new #Furbaby !!!!

    I felt it was best to refrain from posting these past few days. I was very #sad , #confused , & #hopeless due to my heartwrenching experience at the shelter I went about a week ago. I was even #Feeling like there might very well be a #Curse on me & my life. I pretty much believed that any & every thing I might & would do or try to do, was destined to be #tradgedy & cause me more #Heartache . To put it honestly, day to day was kinda "touch-and-go" moreso than ever. Recently, it came to a head, and I honestly felt that i had no idea if I'd be around to see the next day. But today, I brought home a new #Cat . He was the best cat there at PSPCA. (Pennsylvania SPCA. ) health-wise, age-wise, & he is calm with a #wonderful temperament. He is asleep on the couch with me right now. I like it at cold temps, but I not want him to get sick. He doesn't (yet) seem to feel ok about having a blanket over him, for warmth, but then again, he is just getting to know & has to have a bit of time to learn he can #Trust me. Anyways, I am keeping my leg against him for him to have my body warmth. I am SO pleased the way the day turned out. Had some very rough spots there, but it ended up not getting the best of the situation#. I have my baby! His name is what I consider extremely anti - #Christian . I don't even like to say or write it. I have been calling him "Baby" when I talk to or call for him. Still, I'm taking my time about giving him his permanent official name !!!


    Grateful for my husband today 💕

    I have been really depressed for like a week. I haven't wanted to go anywhere or do anything. I have not been cleaning the apartment or cooking because my energy is so low. But today my husband is picking up the slack and taking care 💅 of me and it's nice because it's the first time that he has been this thoughtful in a while. #Feeling loved#


    Invisible Depression

    I’ve been depressed for over 40 years, had therapy for 10 yrs. and all I can say is that it’s just not that simple to “snap out of it” like most “normal “ think. It takes over your whole life. And for some reason bad things always come my way. #grieving the loss of my daughter #PTSD#Anxiety#gastro issues #Feeling paralyzed

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    Help me naming an emotion

    I need your help to name an emotion.

    Shame is defined when we feel something is shameful about us.

    Regret is defined when we feel regretful of doing something in the past.

    What is the emotion when we feel shame about FOR EXAMPLE having chronic illness? By that, I do not mean that, er feel something is bad about us; but we feel such a shame I have this in my life whereas others don't have.

    What is name of this emotion?

    #Emotion #chronic #Shame #regret #emotional #Feeling

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    ((My comfort and healing companion my fur baby Pepper))

    Feeling alone and having anxiety and physical pain #Feeling


    × " How Many Of Us Really Feel Like An Outcast... ? " ×#Topic #Feeling 's

    × " I Have Felt Like This My Entire Life I Have Felt Like I Don't Belong Anywhere In This World.. I Have Alway's Felt Like People Hate Me... For Some Reason... I Have Alway's Have Been A Loner.. I Don't Like Asking For Help Or Thing's Because Thier's Alway's Something In It For The Other Person... This Is Why I Perfer To Do Thing's On My Own.. Yes I Get It... It's OK To Ask For Help But When It Come's To People That I Know And Don't Trust.. Then I Don't Ask For Help... I Have Been Taken Advantage Of My Kindness So Many Time's... That I Don't Trust Anyone Anymore... These Day's.. I'm Just Counting The Day's For Me To Just Go To Sleep And Never Wake Up Again... I'm So Tired Of People Not Understanding Why I Chose To Live My Life... By Not Spending Every Penny That I Earn... To Go Broke... I Have Lost Everything Before And Was House Hopping In My Past Life...But Now That I Make Money Everything That I Spend My Earned $$$ On Is Seen As Your Not Supposed To Purchase That... You Need To Cook More Blah Blah B. S.... I Wish That These Toxic People Would Just Stay Out Of My Life For Good... I Could Choose The Easy Way Out And Just Go To Sleep And Never Wake Up Again... But I Can't Why??? Idk... Why I'm Still Here... I'm Emotionless... And Just Tired Of Not Being Able To Feel Happy... I'm Just A Ball Of Anxiety...Ptsd...Depression...Social Anxiety Disorder Etc...I Bare Soo Many Scar's In My Heart That It... Has Become... Another Job For Me To Fake Being Happy For The Sake Of Other's... To Not Judge Me... And Criticize Me For My Life Choice's. I Just Did 2 Thing's My Entire Life I Wanted A Family Of My Own For A Short Time... Now They Are Both Gone... I Have No Family... I Stand A Lone Wolf... Trying To Survive And Make Something Out Of The Time That I Have Left... The Stress Is Slowly Killing Me... And My Depression And Anxiety Are Not Helping Me.. " × #WhyCantPeopleBeKindAndUnderstanding ... ☆☆▪︎ S. K. ▪︎ ☆☆


    × " Love Feel's So Fake To Me... And That I Can't Believe In It " × #Thought 's #Feeling 's

    × " I Turned Down Some One Who Has Feeling's For Me... Since We Were Kids... He Told Me How He Felt And I Just Played Along... But I Felt Numb And Nothing... No Matter How Much He Tired... I Just Feel Like He Just Wanted To Sleep With Me Nothing More... I Have Liked Him Also Since I Was A Kid... But Thing's Changed And Now He Won't Talk To Me... Anymore His Loss Not Mine... All Because He Litterly " L.O.V.E B.O.M.B.E.D " Me To The Point Where I Felt Pushed And Pressured To Be In Another Relationship So Soon After My Divorce... Idk Why? Men Act This Way... And Now I'm Litterly So Scared To Go On A Date With Men.. I'm Going To Forever Stay " Single "... × #Thought 's ☆ S. K. ☆


    × " I'm In Constant State Of Chronic Pain... And Pain Pill's Are Not Working... I Want To 😭😢😥" × #Feeling Saddness

    × " Sigh I Litterly Hate My Body... Especially My Leg's And Back... I Have To Alway's Fake It Till I Make It... I Know It Not Good. To Do This To People...But I Don't Like Showing Any Kind Of Emotion's... And Appearing Weak. My #Insomnia Is Out Of Wack Now... I'm Back To Lying Awke Until Sunrise... I'm In So Much.. That I Would Rather Be Alone And Not Tell A Soul. How Much I'm In Pain... I Do Streching And Work Out's... But It Only Help's Short Term. Ever Since I Was Little I Have Been Wanting For This To Go Away. But It Won't Sigh... Having # Chronic Pain And Physical Pain Is Another Full - Time Job. I Just Couldn't Put Another Person To Come Into My Life Through This. I Want Someone To Eventually Understand That This Isn't A Joke... It Is Definitely Real... And That I'm Only Part Of This Package Of Never Ending Nightmare Of Severe Chronic Sleep/Pain. " × #LoveAllOfMe ☆ S.K. ☆#I 'mOnlyHuman