Depression, marital problems and I'm so upset.
I've always struggled with depression my entire life. It's been even more so the last few years, mainly caused by chronic pain from being involved in 2 motor vehicle accidents in a 3 week period. I've had numerous in hospital stays over it. I just recently had to have a total neck fusion 8 weeks ago. During this time I was separated from my Husband. Honestly, it was getting easier for me to be alone with my dog. Now I gave up my cute home thinking my Husband and I were trying to work things out and save our 20 year marriage. Well, I was so wrong. He has been lying the whole 2 weeks I've been living now. He confessed to me he had been using dope. if I had known that two weeks ago , I would have not done this move. Now I cant work which I always have due to my surgery recovery. I seriously think I'm about to be homeless. This all hurts me. I cant believe I let down my guard! #distraught #angry .
Sorry I just didn't know where else to vent.