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Stepping out of my comfort zone

So here goes my very first post. My name is Marie I'm from Ohio! I deal with OCD PTSD P-DEPRESSION ANXIETY AND EATING DISORDER AND THYROID ISSUES. I want to be normal. My counselor said what is normal I said I don't know but I want to be normal so I'm not dealing with flashback of my past trauma which start at the age of 5 all the way up to 28years old I'm 33 now. It from sexual to physical and emotional. I got counselor, I'm in IOP and I got a case manager soon. But I want to manage life without looking behind my back 24/7 I don't want to be scared to leave my house by myself. And I want nightmares to stop. With that being said I don't sleep but maybe 3 hours a night. I can not be on any sleeping meds because I have tried to opt out with them so I'm flag with them. Which is fine I don't want them. I don't even want to be on meds at all. But I'm trying to see who been threw some similar things to see how they cope or what helped them. I will be sharing bits and pieces here and there but thank you for taking time to read this.
Much ❤️

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Hi, my name is jagman150. I'm here becauseBlown up by land mine aged 12, set off by UK troops while walking dog -after the war! At 81, PTSD worse - screamed at by mother and brotherover a lifetime - brings back the enormous sound of the blast. 5 mins to live at hosptal, lost 6 pints of blood, had near death experience. #EatingDisorder caused by mother's death. Nicest thing she ever did for me...sounds

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I'm new here!

Hi, my name is jagman150. I'm here becauseBlown up by land mine aged 12, set off by UK troops while walking dog -after the war! At 81, PTSD worse - screamed at by mother and brotherover a lifetime - brings back the enormous sound of the blast. 5 mins to live at hosptal, lost 6 pints of blood, had near death experience. #EatingDisorder caused by mother's death. Nicest thing she ever did for me...sounds

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So many thoughts

I currently I’m struggling with my eating disorder and having pain in my mouth from a tooth infection both my boys 19 and 21 are trying to look after me cos I also suffer with bipolar disorder PTSD and anxiety my best friend just lost her mum and my thoughts are trying to help her and my other friends and family and I always but me and my mental health in the back ground I’m not in work as I’m struggling and also dnt want to be anywhere apart from my bed and watching box sets I really dnt know wot to do. I normally have “friends”who I txt who can get me out of this but both have decided there life is more important I dnt blame them but I always feel like I’m worth nothing I used to cry all the time and now I can’t shreds a tear or think of any men 43 old lady with 2 boys who never leave the house where is my head at #CheckInWithMe #BipolarDepression #EatingDisorder

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So many thoughts

I currently I’m struggling with my eating disorder and having pain in my mouth from a tooth infection both my boys 19 and 21 are trying to look after me cos I also suffer with bipolar disorder PTSD and anxiety my best friend just lost her mum and my thoughts are trying to help her and my other friends and family and I always but me and my mental health in the back ground I’m not in work as I’m struggling and also dnt want to be anywhere apart from my bed and watching box sets I really dnt know wot to do. I normally have “friends”who I txt who can get me out of this but both have decided there life is more important I dnt blame them but I always feel like I’m worth nothing I used to cry all the time and now I can’t shreds a tear or think of any men 43 old lady with 2 boys who never leave the house where is my head at #CheckInWithMe #BipolarDepression #EatingDisorder

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This Weekend WE are going to practice something special TOGETHER 😄🙌🦋

And then, we will all Keep Doing This VITAL, easy, short practice.

One of the many things I learned from the “Resilience Skills” University online course I took that I keep teaching you about here only in this group is that Resilience Needs Mindfulness.

And, 1 of the first things to learn about Mindfulness is how to practice conscious breathing and why.

Mindfulness conscious breathing exercise to practice daily 3 or 4 times—
In/Out: This is the first practice on Conscious Breathing:

breathe in (a good, deep inhale), and say or think “I know that I am breathing in”,
breathe out (a longer, full exhale), and say or think “I know that I am breathing out”

After a while of practicing this, you can shorten the cue words to saying or thinking simply “In” on the Inhale, and “Out” on the Exhale.

“When we continue to practice like this, something wonderful happens—-we stop the thinking.
This is already a miracle happening because when we think too much, we are not truly ourselves. But this way, our mind and our body becomes aligned/in the same place; instead of our body here but our mind is elsewhere— in the past or in the future.

If we practice breathing in and out with some concentration, we attain what is called the oneness of body and mind.
The body and mind are unified and you begin to be there truly yourself.

When you are not really there, you cannot see things clearly and deeply. You miss everything, everything seems to you not clear, vague.”

Running to the future or going back to the past- you miss life, that is only here in the present moment.

Breathing in and out consciously is how to get back to the present moment.

What you are looking for —joy, inner peace, freedom …is all in the present moment.

If you feel agitated and not solid, vulnerable, breakable — then you practice this in order to get solid again:

Practice sitting in a stable position and practice breathing in and out. Saying “breathing in, I see myself as a mountain, breathing out I feel solid.

From time to time, a very strong emotion overwhelms us. That emotion could be anger or despair or fear. And when we are overwhelmed by a strong emotion we feel very vulnerable, like we may die, But we are more than our emotions. We are more solid than we think. And therefore, practicing being solid like a mountain is very helpful.

Source: Thich Nhat Hahn’s The Art of Mindful Living (read by the great man himself on YouTube — I am always so calmed by his voice even.)

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