#BorderlinePersonalityDisorder how is it that I’m always needing to be hugged.. I find myself mesmerizing about hugging people. If I actually liked people they’d probably want to hug me but nobody likes to be around me until they need me to uplift them.. I’m always helping people feel better.. maybe because I enjoy it.. or more of the fact that I kno how it feels to not have anyone.. I pour so much of myself into others and when I down nobody seems to care because I’m always down.. I just wish someone would give me a hug and tell me it’s going to be okay. But nobody has time to waist on me if it’s not beneficial to them.