Relationships

I've been here before and I recognize all, for what it has done to https://me.I am at a point though that I am happy and free of https://it.I am hurt but here..The lies, the deception and munipulation by those who were given access to my heart, I no longer respect or hold any regard for them. I owe them, nothing, not my respect, consideration or empathy at this point. I will no longer invest in relationships that drain me,put me down or antaganize https://me.I https://wont.Thirty years of them projecting their animosity and false narratives on https://me.I will find a way and I have faith, https://still.People have no idea where I come from and what I endured. He forgot and I will not let him, put me back there, ever https://again.I cannot believe who he let ruin https://him.I was taken advantage of for the last https://time.He will only get more desperate and it shows https://now.He knows, I know.my therapists and diary are kept informed every https://week.I cannot believe this has become my normal and my https://life.I will keep my calm and hold back my anger, I do not need to become who they are trying to make me https://into.That was their plan.

November will be a really amazing month. Why, you ask? Well Imma tell you!

The 21st will be our one year anniversary. It's really hard to believe we've been together for 5 months.

But wait, there's more!

The 29th will be the 10 year anniversary of the day we first met. We met at a BDSM party at a hotel. We really gravitated to each other. It was so strong, my attraction to that stupidhead. She became my rock. Even before we started dating, when I had to spend 4 days in the hospital, she stuck by my side and didn't want to leave me alone. It was the first time we cuddled, in that hospital bed. I felt so safe and comfortable so I fell asleep for about 4 hours. She's really important to me. Id be lost without her.

So we decided we want to celebrate with our friends sharing the happiness and love. We're gonna host a hotel party at the hotel we used to use. We have lots of people to invite. It's gonna be awesome. I've invited a few out of state friends already.

So yeah. Weeeeeee

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