notworking

If it's not going to be working like it should. I will just keep it closed then.

I still keep having theses dreams, of my . situation. Doesn't seem to go away. To much on me mind.#anxiousthoughts #Anxiety

I think I invest in my friends so much because I don’t want to confront the hollowness I feel. If I’m giving my self away I don’t have to worry about not feeling nor the paranoia that keeps me up at night. However my friends don’t need me no ones in touch anymore and my life has gone silent. Who do I invest myself into so I can pretend that I’m real. If I can’t give myself away then I can’t ignore my distorted reflection.

Does anyone ever think that their illness is going to be forever?
#MightyTogether #ChronicIllness #sickoffeelingsick , #TBI #Gastroparesis #Dystonia #Anxiety #Depression #notworking #lettingyourfamilydown