obsessivecompulsive

I’ll go first… ironically, I became a School Psychologist who evaluated students with learning differences and neurodivergent profiles. In just a few years, I realized my brain worked in similar ways and began questioning the possibility of being neurodivergent myself. It has evolved into a special interest of mine ever since! What’s your story? #wonderingwednesday #MightyQuestions #AskMe #Autism #ADHD #obsessivecompulsive #DevelopmentalDyspraxia #Dyscalculia #Dermatillomania #Anxiety #misseddiagnosis #LateDiagnosis #neurodivergent

#WSPD my friend died by suicide last year, i still haven’t even started to process her going. I have has suicidal thoughts every day for the past five years - going between active and passive. Chronic suicidality is so tiring, and it feels like nobody understands unless you are mid attempt. I feel like I am beyond help. I am in #emdr to try and help me process some of my trauma but so far I am stuck trying to break through my #obsessivecompulsive personality barriers to get there. I am over half way through and I feel like I am wasting so much time. I feel so unbelievably lonely, nobody understands. I am in the same depth of #Depression as the day the trauma happened. I am so frustrated by my #Asexuality and sex-repulsion not understanding why i am petrified of anything remotely of that nature. I am never going to be able to live a life in this society or ever be a functioning adult in any sense. I am just so scared. I am being a horrible friend to all of my friends at the minute. I am not seeing anyone as i want to be cautious about #COVID19 and friends are messaging me but recieving messages stresses me out so much that i just ignore them all and hope they will disappear. Everyone must hate me for ghosting them. #MentalHealth #Anxiety #Depression #PTSD #PersonalityDisorders #SuicidalThoughts #Suicide