outofthedarkness

If you feel misunderstood, it’s because you are.
You know a strength a lot of people haven’t had to muster yet. You know how to fall into a ditch and drag yourself right back out on your own. You know how to peel yourself off the floor after an anxiety attack with no one there to help you up. You know how to get through a depressive episode with enough love to give to other people. Give some of that love to yourself instead. Stay in your own head, but only long enough to recognize when you’re not okay. Don’t stay in any longer. Don’t lose yourself. Set boundaries. If your well being is at risk, guard it with your life.

You are beautiful.
Even if you’re alone, there are people who love you.
Go be with those people. Stay away from the rest.
You should love yourself the most.
Your life is worth everything in the world.
Stay with me and keep fighting.
I love you. 💕

Note: photo is not mine #Depression #Anxiety #MentalIllness #SuicidePrevention #SuicideAttemptSurvivors #outofthedarkness #Ilovemefirst

From one year ago. 3 days after it’s finally hitting me, Redneck. We may have had our differences but I’m glad we put it aside. The 2nd to last time I saw you you said “let’s put everything aside” and we did. We were joking around again and you finally were getting your life back on track. You tried to impress me and I tried to impress you lol. I remember that time when we were helping clean up your grandpa’s farm and you were like “don’t tell tiff i’m paying you. I pay my workers!” Now you’re above us looking down on us and caring from above making sure nothing happens to your daughter. I can see she sees you, in spirit, everyday. And when I drove you home from Tab’s house & we had to stop every 2 seconds for you to puke😂😝. I’ll always remember the memories of you. You helped a lot of people. Please people, if you need someone to talk to talk to me, your friends, your pastor. Heck that’s what saved me! Nothing is so big that we have to put your family & friends through the horror of seeing you gone. If you don’t have anyone else then text Crisis Text Line “Hello” or “help” to 741741 or call national suicide prevention hotline at 1-800-273-8255. Fly high Redneck. We’ll meet again someday.

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