Suicidal Thoughts

Everytime someone commits suicide you hear a lot of “If only I’d known how bad they felt!” Or “I wish I had known so I could’ve helped!” But I’ve realized now that a lot of them probably did reach out to loved ones and were ignored or not taken seriously. Because that’s what is happening to me now. My doctors tell me if I feel like I want to die to reach out to my “support system” but what if your support system doesn’t care? I’ve already been hospitalized for suicidal thoughts in the past, and while I was there I noted 3 different ways I could kill myself. Since then I’ve been through cancer, lost my fertility, had my body rearranged in breast reconstruction, and more… I know if I go to a hospital I won’t come out. And no one wants to listen anymore. #MentalHealth #Depression #SuicidalIdeation #SuicidalThoughts #Selfharm #Cancers #BreastCancer

It’s all too much. Nothing helps anymore. I’m done. I can’t handle life any longer.

Hi, my name is Ginni. I'm here because my boyfriend suffers from severe depression and suicidal thoughts. I’m learning how to navigate this without neglecting my own needs and without burdening him to be better for me. Would really appreciate a lot of help and guidance.

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Hi, my name is SissyandX. I'm here because my son had suicidal thoughts and he's in the psychiatric unit right now.

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I’m feeling wave after wave of depression. Been so busy all week now I’m just emotionally drained. The suicidal thoughts are horrible. I fight day after day and get nowhere. I just want some relief from it all. And that seems like it’s ending it all.

Dear Mighty, pelase connect me w people who suffer from BPD and/or PTSD.
I'm hospitalised atm due to dark/suicidal thoughts. I also have a problem with finding meaning in life after 12y being sexually abused as a child. I lost my father when I was 16, over the night. For 16 years (from the age 10) I've been battling anorexia.
Cherry on the top! Believe it ir not I'm studying psychology and cognitive neuroscience, which I really love, it makes me happy, and it makes some senese in my life, but unfortunately it doesn't guarantee I'll be free of relapses/suicidal shots which occur 2-3x a month.

Since I've been in hospital around 35x in last 10y, everybody's giving up on me. Today i googled Netherlands for legit euthanasia.

How do you guys get on with lack of support, especially from family members and close frineds?

P. S. I am also lesbian, i came out of the closet to my fam this year and everything is so turbulent. Mom is classical rural Christian.

I really think that some things would be easier if I had more support, coz i feel pain inside.

Is there any buddies going through the same or similar?
#PTSD #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #AnorexiaNervosa #SuicidalIdeation #SuicidalThoughts #SuicideAttemptSurvivors #Grief #ChronicFatigueSyndrome #CheckInWithMe