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Another Rosie pic for your Monday! Because everyone deserves a Rosie pic to start their day 😉 See how she sticks her whole nose in the rose? Lol

I would feel the same way....except on the days when she wakes me up with her grumbles about my sleeping late 😂 and yes they literally sound like a tiny frustrated person is trying to politely grumble someone awake 🤣

She is a Very talkative pup! Her sassy grunts of unhappiness if we don't pay her as much attention as she wants are the funniest things!

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At the beginning of this weekend I'd fallen into an abyss and was feeling very down and wretched about past mistakes and losses. I'd made no plans for the weekend at all and was likely to be alone the whole time. But as I sat in bed on Saturday morning, I then got my notes app up on my phone and started to list the little jobs around my flat that I was pissed off I hadn't done. I had a shower, metaphorically washing away the negativity, I made an arrangement to meet a dear friend on the Sunday and by the end of the weekend I'd ticked off all but two little jobs on my list. I felt I'd accomplished great things and got myself into a much better frame of mind. I even put some stuff on Vinted and managed to sell some of it🎉 So having fallen down into a pit, which can & does creep up on me, I managed to climb out of it quite quickly this time. So today I feel good which I will take with two hands as the suicidal thoughts had started taking hold☹️

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I am tired.. Tired of everything.. I am really very very tired. I have no energy. I am running out of all my strengths and energy. Believe me I can't even get up from my bed. I don’t even have that energy. I am tired of convincing myself to go on, finding positivity and all.. The people around me are just making it worst. Two days back, I had a work on my College and had to face so many humiliating things from my teacher because I didn’t do really well in my exams. There were others too having worse result than me but i became the target. That was so offensive that it made me traumatised. I wanted to commit suicide and die. I wanted to leave everything. I felt like all the hopes and positivity that i built up inside myself just got destroyed in a second.. I wanted to give up so badly. Now, how i am supposed to tell him how much hardships i have gone through to even attend the exam.. How much i struggled.. Dealing with major depression and all.. Insulting a depressed person like me is like killing someone who is already dead. My situation got worst that day. I cried badly for an hour in my college.. It was so bad that i can't even tell. Somehow, i tried to come out from that. But, depression is coming back again. My situation is getting worse. I am in a crisis state. Yesterday night, it became so bad that i was having breathing problems. I am unable to contract my psychiatrist.. I have my appointment after two weeks. And, i don’t know what to do.. Everything is getting out of control.. Random suicidal thoughts are haunting me.. I can't.. #Depression #MentalHealth #Anxiety #SuicidalThoughts

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Deep breaths 💖

Take a moment and think of how you would treat your best friend on their worst day.

Now treat yourself like that 💕💕💕

You Are Worth Time and Care! You Are Worthy of help! You deserve contentment and joy! Happiness is for you!!

Please take care of yourself ❤️
You know your struggles and troubles best- you also know your favorite things in life 😉
Plan some good things you can look forward to each day, each week, and each month.

Looking forward to life and living is easier when you are excited for something good you know is in the future.

Gentle hugs ✨️ You are Mightier than you realize!

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We all have these times in our lives. Many are no doubt in this same place right now too.

I was there for almost 2 decades. Not including the 13 years I suffered in pain, alone before. I found peace in my religion as I purposely put one foot in front of the other, often not literally as my body quit on me in ways no doctor understood.

Finally a two months ago I got a rheumatologist who understood and was intelligent and not just guessing. And he wasn't going to give up like the rest of them. And then I finally got a pain doctor who wasn't terrified of medicine and at long last I got the REAL dose I needed. It has been such a long time coming!

So trust that life has things in store that others say will never happen. Trust! Have faith! Dare to dream and hope!
Become the exception, someone who doesn't settle and fight on for that happiness!

When I first found this forum I posted about how I was in so much pain I wanted to die. And in a response from a friend, one who I looked up to and still do, he said: what if tomorrow they come up with a treatment or cure for your condition?? Wouldn't you wish you held on until then?

Life is better when we hope. We live better when we hope!
Don't settle dear Mighty friends. Things will improve, you just have to give time, time.

In the scriptures there is a story of a man who suffers unable to walk for 38years. And then Christ heals him.
I can't help but think how very hard it would be so long ago to exist like that. Nowadays we have running water, toilets, walk-in showers and baths with hot water. We have refrigerators and food that we can buy pre-sliced. We have cars and various Taxi options. We have online shopping and dollar stores! And snack foods that stay good for a long while.

Even in bad health and struggles, we are very blessed. Think of your ancestors who no doubt had problems that you have but no name to put to it, perhaps like yourself. The world is more understanding even if they don't truly understand it all.

You, dear Mighty friend, have good things that pass your way. Open your eyes to them! Allow them to carry you on your way as time passes and even better things at last find you as you so very much deserve ✨️
Hold on! ❤️ each day brings you ever closer ❤️

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