accomplishment

If I get nothing else accomplished or achieved today at least my achieve today at least my pantry shelves are white down and shelves are white down and it is been gone through and organized eyes all but the top shelf and the very bottom and the very bottom as I am trying to teach my special to teach my special team some daily living cleaning time a living cleaning type activities and organization.
My husband is mowing the grass as I relax for a moment area lacks for a moment before I have to change change and get sprayed down from the mosquitoes and gold from the mosquitoes and go out to sea what needs to be done outside you see what needs to be done outside. I have a greenhouse this year I have a greenhouse this year that I tend to as well which is as well which is kind of a therapeutic thing for me it's a cutic thing for me, but it is a lot of work as well.
So if no laundry is put away.. then at least some cleaning was achieved inside the house today. 💯😁🎉

Letting go of visions and dreams unachieved is very hard for me. I can often feel like a failure, or that I let people down, or that I’m weak and haven’t reached my potential and these thoughts have weighed me down in the past …but instead of beating myself up I always try to live in the moment…. I’m proud of the journeys I’ve been on, of the things I have accomplished, and sometimes I just have to simply remind myself that I’m a survivor in many ways…so I write about the story I ‘m actually living with pride and a sense of accomplishment… #Depression #Anxiety #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #MentalHealth #PTSD #Addiction #HIVAIDS #positive #Disability #accomplishment #positivethoughts #DisabilityPride #SuccessStory #SOBER #Joy #StoryTellingSavesLives #happyconfidentme #thankful #Gratitude

Yesterday I was up at 5am after a night of crap sleep and found myself driving through the UAE desert toward the mountains of Ras Al Khaimah. My friend and I brought our dogs along for a tree hour hike of Wadi Shawka. At first I thought, what was I thinking? I don't have the vitality for this! But I surprised myself because not only was I able to do it (yes I thought I might have to reach for my inhaler at the beginning, and my bad knee felt like it was going to give out any time) but I got home and didn't feel exhausted, didn't need to rest it off. Something about being out in the mountains gave me energy rather than draining it. I'm really proud of myself for getting my butt out there and finally just doing it! #Hiking #accomplishment #ChronicFatigue #ChronicIllness #postlyme #LymeDisease