So the past few weeks have been rough to say the least with increased pain, moving and a snow storm....and I ran out of my meds ( amitriptyline ) and I was desperate for pain relief and had nothing on hand...except for some old morphine pills from my surgery last year (yes i kept them). I know you're not supposed to keep old meds but I'm cursed with a bad case of " What if" or " Just in case". I managed to get some temporary relief but they certainly didn't work like they did before. I was going to mention it to my doctor today when I had to do a walk in to get my prescription filled (and increased because of my pain) because I felt guilty but I never end up saying half the stuff I plan on and it was only 15 minutes. The orginal plan was for my husband to take me cause he gad a free day but he got called into work so I had to take him and then go to the doctor and hope she would see me (she's never turned me away even though I wasn't booked). I feel like I'm rambling now, but maybe someone will get something from this....I wasn't really supposed to be driving alone because I still don't have my full license because they are so expensive here and we are kinda broke; so that had my anxiety levels on high and I feeling a lot of pain now and my head was and still is hurting on top of that. But I am proud of myself for one thing, and if you've read this far thank you, I was honest when my Doctor asked how I was; I told her not good at all and that's why i was there, that I couldn't cope with the pain and had had many days crying from it. She was so compassionate, I really feel like I found a good doctor. So I'm increasing my dose of Amitriptyline for a month to see how it goes, then I will go back for a follow-up to see if we need to increase again and I'm going to ask her about a few things: 1) If my tests ever included Lyme disease or Lupus, and 2) if it's possible I have POTS and 3) if she can refer me to a nutrionalist (a friend of mine who has fibro did that and is doing a cleanse I believe). Ok, I've talked enough now, thanks for listening and I love reading comments if you have anything you want to share. 💗💗💗 #Fibromyalgia #Medication #amitriptyline #Pain