Complex Post-traumatic Stress Disorder

People want you to flip out, break down, hit a wall,to https://fail.The narrative will be validated and https://justified.I see it now, clear as I did six years ago.Fck, man,unbelievable group of players, showing their hands, expecting me to give grace? I am floored at the audacity,to believe someone can't have a intellecual disability, if they have high emotional https://intelligence.Seriously https://flawed.I had the privilege of being an advocate, for https://years.And let me tell you, I was played alot.
To have people, who are at an advantage, play people who are not, that makes me sick, has, made me sick and I can't look away https://now.Flip that script some more and I will back it up, by https://myself.And not by my own doing, I have people angry for what they did or they heard.

Never underestimate someone elses https://survival.Your perception of me, is your own, reflection.
My acknowledging it, is my awareness.

People want you to flip out, break down, hit a wall,to https://fail.The narrative will be validated and https://justified.I see it now, clear as I did six years ago.Fck, man,unbelievable group of players, showing their hands, expecting me to give grace? I am floored at the audacity,to believe someone can't have a intellecual disability, if they have high emotional https://intelligence.Seriously https://flawed.I had the privilege of being an advocate, for https://years.And let me tell you, I was played alot.
To have people, who are at an advantage, play people who are not, that makes me sick, has, made me sick and I can't look away https://now.Flip that script some more and I will back it up, by https://myself.And not by my own doing, I have people angry for what they did or they heard.

Never underestimate someone elses https://survival.Your perception of me, is your own, reflection.
My acknowledging it, is my awareness.

Cut the cords that bind https://you.I have and he wont stop restringing https://them.Stop orchestrating hurdles and fires for me to react https://to.I have proved myself over and https://over.Why am I the one to always have to fight.im tired, Im hurting and over trying to repair relationships with broken people, I express with my work, my hurt, my https://experience.I have spoken, cried, yelled, https://begged.Why keep me https://drowning.I have no where to https://go.I cannot go back to family that treated me that way or stay where I am https://hated.I was happy, I was getting a routine, he took that, they wanted me sicker and I cant unsee that now.it is a betrayal no one understands, to have people "want you sick", as if I deserved it, https://wtf.Therapy taught me, those aren't my people, I have no people, he took that, they didnt want me or my https://son.Truth https://hurts.I get it, its me.

Cut the cords that bind https://you.I have and he wont stop restringing https://them.Stop orchestrating hurdles and fires for me to react https://to.I have proved myself over and https://over.Why am I the one to always have to fight.im tired, Im hurting and over trying to repair relationships with broken people, I express with my work, my hurt, my https://experience.I have spoken, cried, yelled, https://begged.Why keep me https://drowning.I have no where to https://go.I cannot go back to family that treated me that way or stay where I am https://hated.I was happy, I was getting a routine, he took that, they wanted me sicker and I cant unsee that now.it is a betrayal no one understands, to have people "want you sick", as if I deserved it, https://wtf.Therapy taught me, those aren't my people, I have no people, he took that, they didnt want me or my https://son.Truth https://hurts.I get it, its me.