Complex Post-traumatic Stress Disorder

My son,x husband,husbands looser friends, from a dive bar,husbands family and friends all have issue with me but will not address anything other than character assassination and Ive witnessed all of it, from day https://one.Take the $$$ and run. I foolishly did https://not.And Ive been paying eversince and this is gross.so as long as he, Causes chaos and mistrust and cover up using my son, family members and https://strangers.But its me and Im the one, who needs help,now? Sorry, but justifying it by saying Im crazy, agressive all the time, difficult and hes tried so hard to manage me, is delusional and a bigger lie than they started https://with.But keep adding to the narrative people.
I asked for help, it was too https://much.I asked for a clean home, they got https://mad.I asked for clarity, I was told I was https://arguing.I raised the bar back up and was told its too https://high.I am done raising it for others and putting them on the https://pedestal.They dont like that, Facts.

My son,x husband,husbands looser friends, from a dive bar,husbands family and friends all have issue with me but will not address anything other than character assassination and Ive witnessed all of it, from day https://one.Take the $$$ and run. I foolishly did https://not.And Ive been paying eversince and this is gross.so as long as he, Causes chaos and mistrust and cover up using my son, family members and https://strangers.But its me and Im the one, who needs help,now? Sorry, but justifying it by saying Im crazy, agressive all the time, difficult and hes tried so hard to manage me, is delusional and a bigger lie than they started https://with.But keep adding to the narrative people.
I asked for help, it was too https://much.I asked for a clean home, they got https://mad.I asked for clarity, I was told I was https://arguing.I raised the bar back up and was told its too https://high.I am done raising it for others and putting them on the https://pedestal.They dont like that, Facts.

Smear campaign, trashing, ruined name...are people actually believing anything? I am a scandal according to my suggestions?
Let's go over my life according to the socials and suggestions.
Im a night walking prostitute whore cunt who trolls nightclubs for coke and meth, looking for John's to SA and bondage me now? And a sociopath or psychotic drug addict, with multiple stds, abortions,devil worship, witchcraft and sacrificed many souls? A delusional woman with a temper, anger issues, violent and a gold digger, yes, dont forget the money Ive spent on home repairs and upkeep, unfinished projects and bandaid instead of full https://repair.Oh and Im gay too. Im supposed to be going through some sexual identity crisis at some https://point.And Im also alone,by choice due to confrontation and the choices Ive made to only allow transparency and accountability, from others, for how they, treat me,in my https://life.I know, it is radical and selfish to want respect in return.

Smear campaign, trashing, ruined name...are people actually believing anything? I am a scandal according to my suggestions?
Let's go over my life according to the socials and suggestions.
Im a night walking prostitute whore cunt who trolls nightclubs for coke and meth, looking for John's to SA and bondage me now? And a sociopath or psychotic drug addict, with multiple stds, abortions,devil worship, witchcraft and sacrificed many souls? A delusional woman with a temper, anger issues, violent and a gold digger, yes, dont forget the money Ive spent on home repairs and upkeep, unfinished projects and bandaid instead of full https://repair.Oh and Im gay too. Im supposed to be going through some sexual identity crisis at some https://point.And Im also alone,by choice due to confrontation and the choices Ive made to only allow transparency and accountability, from others, for how they, treat me,in my https://life.I know, it is radical and selfish to want respect in return.