Complex Post-traumatic Stress Disorder

Just accepting me for who I am and not judging me based on who you feel I should be but I'm not that person. #CPTSD #PTSD #MentalHealth #Anxiety #Depression #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder

Just accepting me for who I am and not judging me based on who you feel I should be but I'm not that person. #CPTSD #PTSD #MentalHealth #Anxiety #Depression #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder

I ate breakfast... #CPTSD #PTSD #Anxiety #Depression #MentalHealth #Trauma #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder

I ate breakfast... #CPTSD #PTSD #Anxiety #Depression #MentalHealth #Trauma #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder

Share a genuine, specific compliment with one person you encounter today, focus on their character or effort, not just their looks. #CPTSD #PTSD #Anxiety #Depression #Trauma #Stress #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder

Share a genuine, specific compliment with one person you encounter today, focus on their character or effort, not just their looks. #CPTSD #PTSD #Anxiety #Depression #Trauma #Stress #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder

I started a new series and It sparked some major tears, reflection and https://hope.The big C.Wow, I felt a mirror in her reaction to a https://diagnosis.And Im not comparing https://Cancer.I don't have a timeline, prognossis timeline or https://date.AVMs are rare and no two are https://alike.Same with genetic markers and https://abnormalities.I take solice in https://that.What if's.What if, I'll be fine, what if I thrive, what if I can rebound everytime? I lived in dred, fear, delirium, hypostate and failure to https://thrive.I try to give time to heal and each time, is https://different.There will be a day, I no longer visit, check in, monitor, but for now, my day to day, is still a https://struggle.I tell myself go and nothing https://happens.The struggle with that is https://mindblowing.I can sit and
wonder for hours, to no end, if I let https://it.I wasn't like this before, tired, all the https://time.I haven't had the opportunity to know, what relaxed is, safe, https://permanent.Living from room to room, unpacked then packed, it is https://surviving.I know now, https://why.I only felt secure, with living, when I was https://pregnant.I believe the hormones calmed https://me.I will feel it again, life, without the fear of https://dying.We all do.at anytime, so enjoy it.

I started a new series and It sparked some major tears, reflection and https://hope.The big C.Wow, I felt a mirror in her reaction to a https://diagnosis.And Im not comparing https://Cancer.I don't have a timeline, prognossis timeline or https://date.AVMs are rare and no two are https://alike.Same with genetic markers and https://abnormalities.I take solice in https://that.What if's.What if, I'll be fine, what if I thrive, what if I can rebound everytime? I lived in dred, fear, delirium, hypostate and failure to https://thrive.I try to give time to heal and each time, is https://different.There will be a day, I no longer visit, check in, monitor, but for now, my day to day, is still a https://struggle.I tell myself go and nothing https://happens.The struggle with that is https://mindblowing.I can sit and
wonder for hours, to no end, if I let https://it.I wasn't like this before, tired, all the https://time.I haven't had the opportunity to know, what relaxed is, safe, https://permanent.Living from room to room, unpacked then packed, it is https://surviving.I know now, https://why.I only felt secure, with living, when I was https://pregnant.I believe the hormones calmed https://me.I will feel it again, life, without the fear of https://dying.We all do.at anytime, so enjoy it.

So, we went to https://dinner.My favorite https://spot.They had moved from where I https://live.The owners know my husband and all of his friends do frequent.
At the time I was sick, we went once a https://week.Then I, alone.one time, the owner stated" out cheating again". I was shocked, sitting with my https://son.How could someone say that, seriously, in front of my son? I said back, this, is my https://son.Excuse you.it was a https://joke.I gave a pass.But, It was, that day ,I knew,he was defaming me, big time, to anyone that would listen.

Flash forward eighteen https://months.The restaurant is at a new location, tragically they lost a family member, their son.my heart broke, they are good people and we, no longer https://frequent.Im happy they are healing.
I adored these https://people.They fed my family when, I could https://not.And I did not see the connection until tonight.

Immediately, I greet him, the owner, the staff and there are, my spouses, friends, then another, and another, and their kids, as I sit with mine,at the bar,back to the https://wall.I was on camera, above my head, as one by one, each enters the doorway, staring at me, one by https://one.Unbelievably obvious.Unnerving, to say the https://least.Then the music changes and we are ignored for 30 minutes, till I said, ya ready https://Will.He knew, I https://knew.I looked at him, and saw https://it.The pain and https://resolve.Did we leave? No.Immediately, she states oh ya read?Now,ordering, showing grace and keeping https://cool.We eat and honestly, we did not, trust https://it.We both knew.so Sad.
I use the restroom and on way back, the same man, the owner states,"you're no good", in a weird flirty way.
Really? You do not know me, only what you heard, but I https://regress.I do not give attention to rumor and pettiness.Unbelievable.
We finish, pay and I realized, they will never, see me https://again.Another one bites the https://dust.My son, patiently waiting as I said my goodbyes, knowing thats it, again.

And on the way home, he tells me how disappointed and ridiculous, it has https://been.I thanked him, we laughed at how is it,that he, doesn't know, his father's closest friends and kids, but they know who we https://are.From gossip,not genuine care and concern.
Wow, unreal when the "catfish" is directly on your plate,looking at https://you.I almost threw up in public, as the song, 🤪 Crazy played, huh funny.
I didn't puke, that is awesome and Im proud of https://us.Grown ups, are stupid, https://seriously.Never be ashamed of your truth, ever.it is yours and no one can take you, https://ever.And if that is something He, William learned tonight, Im good.They, should take a look, truth hurts, he knew and did not care.His, their, loss, all, of https://them.My husband, lost his chance because he never wanted https://it.And ya know what, thats https://fine.But to seek revenge and maliciously try to hurt me by recruiting others, no, I will never hide or repent for forgiveness from people, who kept, an arms legth for ten years. Not my cross to https://bare.Ive watched them all, clique and pair off for years.Where, were they for him,seriously? Now I know, they were, for the HaMmer https://version.Great https://night.He saw it first hand, again.

So, we went to https://dinner.My favorite https://spot.They had moved from where I https://live.The owners know my husband and all of his friends do frequent.
At the time I was sick, we went once a https://week.Then I, alone.one time, the owner stated" out cheating again". I was shocked, sitting with my https://son.How could someone say that, seriously, in front of my son? I said back, this, is my https://son.Excuse you.it was a https://joke.I gave a pass.But, It was, that day ,I knew,he was defaming me, big time, to anyone that would listen.

Flash forward eighteen https://months.The restaurant is at a new location, tragically they lost a family member, their son.my heart broke, they are good people and we, no longer https://frequent.Im happy they are healing.
I adored these https://people.They fed my family when, I could https://not.And I did not see the connection until tonight.

Immediately, I greet him, the owner, the staff and there are, my spouses, friends, then another, and another, and their kids, as I sit with mine,at the bar,back to the https://wall.I was on camera, above my head, as one by one, each enters the doorway, staring at me, one by https://one.Unbelievably obvious.Unnerving, to say the https://least.Then the music changes and we are ignored for 30 minutes, till I said, ya ready https://Will.He knew, I https://knew.I looked at him, and saw https://it.The pain and https://resolve.Did we leave? No.Immediately, she states oh ya read?Now,ordering, showing grace and keeping https://cool.We eat and honestly, we did not, trust https://it.We both knew.so Sad.
I use the restroom and on way back, the same man, the owner states,"you're no good", in a weird flirty way.
Really? You do not know me, only what you heard, but I https://regress.I do not give attention to rumor and pettiness.Unbelievable.
We finish, pay and I realized, they will never, see me https://again.Another one bites the https://dust.My son, patiently waiting as I said my goodbyes, knowing thats it, again.

And on the way home, he tells me how disappointed and ridiculous, it has https://been.I thanked him, we laughed at how is it,that he, doesn't know, his father's closest friends and kids, but they know who we https://are.From gossip,not genuine care and concern.
Wow, unreal when the "catfish" is directly on your plate,looking at https://you.I almost threw up in public, as the song, 🤪 Crazy played, huh funny.
I didn't puke, that is awesome and Im proud of https://us.Grown ups, are stupid, https://seriously.Never be ashamed of your truth, ever.it is yours and no one can take you, https://ever.And if that is something He, William learned tonight, Im good.They, should take a look, truth hurts, he knew and did not care.His, their, loss, all, of https://them.My husband, lost his chance because he never wanted https://it.And ya know what, thats https://fine.But to seek revenge and maliciously try to hurt me by recruiting others, no, I will never hide or repent for forgiveness from people, who kept, an arms legth for ten years. Not my cross to https://bare.Ive watched them all, clique and pair off for years.Where, were they for him,seriously? Now I know, they were, for the HaMmer https://version.Great https://night.He saw it first hand, again.