Complex Post-traumatic Stress Disorder

I wish every time I felt attacked I could leave and blame https://others.I wish I had multiple people saying its not you, https://ever.I wish I could video tape the eye rolls, the sighs,the avoidance and https://hatred.I wish my life had someone who tried, talked and took action instead of being forced, bought and https://framed.I wish he had a complete transparency button, but it will never https://happen.I know his ego,pride and family have him https://now.I didn't have a chance, never https://did.And now, I definitely do not have a https://reason.He will frame me, set me up again and this time I know he will get meaner, uglier and they will blame ne, like they are https://now.I was accused of hiding, from what? I have put up with enough.Cruel, rude, mean, unhealthy, dysfunction, all over with no one wanting growth or https://resolve.Fake and hypocrisy all https://around.I spent an entire week hoping for it somehow some change, he couldn't wait.

I wish every time I felt attacked I could leave and blame https://others.I wish I had multiple people saying its not you, https://ever.I wish I could video tape the eye rolls, the sighs,the avoidance and https://hatred.I wish my life had someone who tried, talked and took action instead of being forced, bought and https://framed.I wish he had a complete transparency button, but it will never https://happen.I know his ego,pride and family have him https://now.I didn't have a chance, never https://did.And now, I definitely do not have a https://reason.He will frame me, set me up again and this time I know he will get meaner, uglier and they will blame ne, like they are https://now.I was accused of hiding, from what? I have put up with enough.Cruel, rude, mean, unhealthy, dysfunction, all over with no one wanting growth or https://resolve.Fake and hypocrisy all https://around.I spent an entire week hoping for it somehow some change, he couldn't wait.

It is difficult to let go of them and now https://her.I might take issues with the gossiping and two faceless but ut will never take away from the care for https://them.I genuinely care about others well being, their dreams, triumphs and their https://faults.All human responses today masked with some https://laughing.I am saddened by them https://there.She is a special person to me and so are the ones who were there for https://me.Someone Making fun and lies of it, is https://weird.I care for people who hate me.Okay, I get https://it.They cant say why and why would someone who hates me need to tell me anything,but thats fine, it will unfold naturally and Im sorry she never grew past it
, it is no different.

It is difficult to let go of them and now https://her.I might take issues with the gossiping and two faceless but ut will never take away from the care for https://them.I genuinely care about others well being, their dreams, triumphs and their https://faults.All human responses today masked with some https://laughing.I am saddened by them https://there.She is a special person to me and so are the ones who were there for https://me.Someone Making fun and lies of it, is https://weird.I care for people who hate me.Okay, I get https://it.They cant say why and why would someone who hates me need to tell me anything,but thats fine, it will unfold naturally and Im sorry she never grew past it
, it is no different.