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Hyperemesis Gravidarum Took Everything I Thought Pregnancy Would Be

I found out I was pregnant very early — just four weeks in — and almost immediately, I got sick.

At first, I chalked it up to regular morning sickness. I had read that nausea was normal in early pregnancy. I told myself it would pass. But it didn’t. Within days, I couldn’t keep anything down — not food, not water, not even ice chips. I vomited constantly. My body started to shut down.

Eventually, I was diagnosed with hyperemesis gravidarum (HG) — something I had never even heard of. No one had warned me that pregnancy could look like this. That something so debilitating, so all-consuming, even existed.

My symptoms weren’t just inconvenient. They were dangerous. I was blacking out. I couldn’t stand long enough to shower. I was shaking, weak, and rapidly losing weight. I was in and out of the hospital multiple times just for IV fluids, anti-nausea meds, and potassium — which my body had dangerously depleted. Each visit felt like a temporary band-aid before the next crash.

And this was 2021, when COVID-19 restrictions were still in place. I couldn’t have anyone with me in the ER. I was terrified, alone, and so physically depleted that I barely had the strength to advocate for myself. I would sit in freezing hospital rooms hooked up to fluids, quietly crying because it was the only time I felt even a little bit human again — and no one could be there to see me fall apart.

Eventually, I needed a feeding tube. But even with it, I continued to deteriorate. And as my physical health declined, so did my mental health.

People talk about prenatal depression like it’s something that just appears out of nowhere. But for me, it was a slow unraveling. The isolation, the malnutrition, the trauma of constantly feeling like I was dying — it added up. I stopped recognizing myself. I started forgetting conversations, missing appointments, losing chunks of time. It was like my brain had gone offline. I felt foggy, distant, disconnected — not just from others, but from myself.

And the guilt. God, the guilt. I wanted this baby. I had prayed for this baby. But I hated being pregnant. I hated what it was doing to my body. I hated the shame that came with admitting that I wasn’t glowing — I was barely surviving.

To make things worse, I was met with skepticism and dismissal. One doctor looked at me, skin grey, barely functioning, and said, “You should consider terminating. This is only going to get worse.” I left that appointment more broken than before — not because I didn’t understand the severity of my condition, but because I so desperately needed someone to believe in my ability to make it through. I needed support. Instead, I was told to give up.

No one talks about what it’s like to grieve the pregnancy you thought you’d have. No belly photos. No shopping for baby clothes. No cravings. No glowing updates to friends and family. Just silence. And survival.

The isolation wasn’t just physical — though I rarely left bed — it was emotional. I felt like no one around me could understand. I wasn’t just nauseous. I was sick in a way that swallowed me whole. People said things like, “Every pregnancy is hard,” or “Just try ginger.” And each time, it chipped away at my sense of reality. I started to wonder if I was exaggerating. If maybe I really was just weak. Maybe I wasn’t cut out for this.

But now that I’ve made it through, I know the truth: I was never weak. I was surviving something that most people can’t even imagine. I was living minute to minute through something brutal and relentless, and still holding on.

And that matters.

I want other people — other moms, other partners, other providers — to understand that hyperemesis gravidarum isn’t just “bad morning sickness.” It is trauma. It is medical neglect. It is silence, shame, and survival. And it deserves to be treated seriously.

To anyone going through this: You are not broken. You are not weak. You are doing the impossible. Your experience matters. And even if it doesn’t feel like it right now — you are already enough.

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Living with Bipolar Disorder: The Mood Diary 📔 #BipolarDisorder #BipolarDepression #Depression #Anxiety #MentalHealth

This is a collection of writings by myself that I wrote in a “Mood Diary” that I was told to keep in preparation for seeing the Psychiatrist. As COVID-19 hit, it took longer than usual to get my appointment.

I’d advise discretion before reading them as they are graphic and were written in a variety of different mental states. Sincerely, I wouldn’t wish to reignite any bad memories, instigate negative thoughts or trigger any behaviours for anyone.

As always, if you have any questions about anything I have written, or anything in general, please feel free to reach out in the comments section and I’ll get back to you as soon as I can 👌

Living with Bipolar Disorder: The Mood Diary 📔

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Living with Bipolar Disorder: The Mood Diary 📔

This is a collection of writings by myself that I wrote in a “Mood Diary” that I was told to keep in preparation for seeing the Psychiatrist. As COVID-19 hit, it took longer than usual to get my ap…
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The Truth about the National Debt and Medicaid Eligibility

In discussions about the politics surrounding the care of disabled people, I see repeated references to the national debt and to the large numbers of undocumented people who are supposedly receiving Medicaid benefits through fraud. I hope to dispel some common misunderstandings surrounding these topics.

Chris Bucholz wrote an article for Cracked entitled “5 Things Everyone Gets Wrong About Government Spending.” The first misconception that he corrects is the notion that governments are required to pay off their debts. Bucholz points out that when a private citizen retires, they are living off of their savings, investments, and whatever else they did to prepare. It is much harder to do that if the citizen owes money, so it behooves a person to retire debt free. Since governments in stable nations don’t retire, they can continue to accumulate debt indefinitely as long as the interest is paid. Bucholz says that most of the debt the American government accumulated in World War II is still there. If that debt was as serious a problem as politicians are fond of claiming, they would have fixed it in the eighty years that have passed since then. The reason they haven’t is that the misunderstanding creates a useful boogeyman when conservative politicians need to justify cutting programs they do not like. If you want more detailed information on this topic, Bucholz does an excellent job of laying it out in his article. For our purposes, the takeaway is that no one needs to be kicked off of any government program because the national debt is a problem. It isn’t.

Regarding Medicaid, I examined the eligibility requirements and the paperwork necessary to apply for benefits in my state. Those safeguards alone make it incredibly unlikely that we have massive numbers of undocumented people receiving unjustified benefits. By definition, undocumented people don’t have the documents needed to apply. Additionally, benefit systems in the United States are adversarial, in that the assumption is that the applicant is NOT eligible for benefits. The burden of proving otherwise lies with the applicant. While the specific requirements vary by state, my state requires the applicant to submit documentation proving that they are eligible for any one of the following reasons: low income; over 65 years of age; blind; otherwise disabled; have a dependent or family member in a care facility; pregnant. On top of all this, the applicant must supply a social security number. Undocumented folk don’t have those. In my state, it is virtually impossible for an undocumented person to obtain Medicaid benefits.

Medicaid is a complicated issue, because it is both state and federally funded, and some states offer benefits to eligible people regardless of immigration status. Snopes says that undocumented people in states that allow them to access healthcare benefits are not committing fraud. This tends to deflate the federal government’s argument that they are defeating “waste and abuse” by cutting funding to states that offer healthcare to undocumented people. Even if they were, it isn’t federal money that is being misappropriated. According to factcheck.org, states that cover undocumented people do so using state money only, as federal law prohibits disbursement of Medicaid funds to undocumented folk. The undocumented won’t be affected by these cuts; the President can’t withhold federal money from people who weren’t receiving it to begin with. Contrary to the Trump Administration’s claims that they are protecting Medicaid for deserving citizens, it is those citizens who will lose coverage when the cuts take effect.

When Donald Trump was banned from Twitter during the pandemic, COVID misinformation declined thirty six percent. Coupled with the more than fifty thousand lies he told during his first administration and the false assertions he has made regarding his cuts to Medicaid, it would be wise for those of us in the disabled community to take what the President says with a grain of salt regarding the “help” he is giving us. #Disability #MentalHealth #Depression #PTSD #Suicide #Trauma

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Just a vent

Sigh

I’m just going to talk about this here because I need a place.

A senator from the United States held a town hall where constituents asked about the proposed cuts to health insurance and food benefits. Someone stated “People are going to 💀.” She responded “Well, we are all going to 💀.”

It got worse. It blew up. She put out a sarcastic apology video. At the end she stated "But for those that would like to see eternal and everlasting life, I encourage you to embrace my lord and savior, Jesus Christ,"

It was so distasteful and heartbreaking. This is what our politicians are doing while people are terrified they will lose life saving resources.

I remember during COVID when hospitals were having to make hard decisions between whose life is worth saving. As a disabled woman without children, I would not have been one of the priorities. I remember that feeling.

I had that same feeling when I had to fight for housing. My life wasn’t prioritized. I was unhoused for almost two years.

This has the same hit. I’m tired of the insults by the people who are supposed to represent us. I’m tired of having to defend my worth for basic resources. I am tired of having to explain why leveraging health insurance isn’t going to fix the deficit with people who aren’t going to be impacted by the cuts.

I know my worth. I contribute to my community. I educate others. And I advocate so hard for myself and others to people in office. I am fighting for people who don’t believe they will lose health care, I am fighting for people who don’t believe me, and I am fighting for myself to remain covered. I continue speaking out about what is happening, even when comments make me question my worth and my sanity. Of course I am scared. Of course I am mad.

***Please do not respond to this if what you have to say is “it’s only waste, fraud, and abuse” or by minimizing what is actually happening and under threat. I am done with the misinformation and the rhetoric and the propoganda. If this sounds mean, it is because I am mad that this is continuing to happen and people are still dismissing me (not just on here).***

#Disability #ChronicVestibularMigraine #Migraine #ADHD #Agoraphobia #PanicDisorder #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #POTS #PosturalOrthostaticTachycardiaSyndrome #MentalHealth #CheckInWithMe

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Long-covid

Where are my long-covid people? When I originally got covid a couple months ago (for the first time!) I claimed that it wasn’t as bad as RSV was which I had a few months prior. I take it back because the effects of Covid are still lasting and kicking my butt. How did you make it through? Especially mentally. I feel so crappy that I just want to give up. I’m making it through one minute at a time but any advice is greatly appreciated.

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Feel like my old self when manic

I don’t drink anymore for the last 2 years (wasn’t a heavy drinker B4) , but since I’m around an Authentic new friend. I feel comfortable enough to be ALL of myself. I haven’t felt that way since I lost my best friend’s since 1987 in 2021 to covid. I’m Black , American & Haitian. He’s White & Australian. Thanks to him I released my first fully mixed & mastered song since the early 1990’s. Although it’s a cover song, it has pulled me back into the empowered mode, that I forgot existed or felt like. I’m drinking Gran Marnier & don’t like Cognac, but started drinking it with an old friend Hank, who I was at work with when 9/11 happened & his mother was running down the steps of tower 2. Luckily she made it. I have experienced so much in this world, traveling & just living, it’s movie worthy (so I’ve been told). I’m just grateful that The Mighty exists & is the only place I can be myself 100% of the time, regardless of what state I’m in. Love y’all. 💯💚

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I'm new here!

Hi, my name is Sunnidaze46. I'm here because seeing what this site is about and if it's help etc. Dealing with 3yrs severe post- covid complications(2022) also what seems to have turned into CFS (a lot not diagnosed yet.) Not much support .The issues with healthcare in general etc. Please no judgement as I do not judge others .Treat each other equally with love, respect and kindness.If I had it my way the whole world 🌎 would be at peace...I have learned even more the past 3 years and still learning especially with this chronic illness. Energy is precious do not waste it, a learning lesson for myself as now I don't have the energy..🫂❤️

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I'm new here!

Hi, my name is happypat75. I call myself that since I left my husband of 49 years. We are Americans who moved to Thailand our dream retirement home. He was a good father of our 4 children now adults and a good provider. He is very selfish and was always a spoiled son.
When we moved I started seeing a different side to him. I overlooked a lot until it progressed. After moving, together 24/7 then covid affected us as everyone else.
My stress was worse, I got sicker being taken to the emergency room often for pain.
Our marriage was bad and my health deteriorated. We flew to Bangkok to see a specialist. Many tests with wonderful care, I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia and Polymyalgia Rheumatica, added to my diagnosis of IBS in my 30s.
I knew our marriage was over when I told him our marriage improves or I leave. Our home became a horrible place to live in. Then the accidents started to happen to me. It progressed to physical abuse. I was then diagnosed with Kidney disease stage 3.
I had been researching his behaviors for two years. He could have written the book for Covid Narcissist. His behavior was word for word for the diagnosis. I saw an email from a collection agency. He spent our joint savings accounts, investments and most of my personal savings. I was very sick and trusted him with everything for years. He was gambling still is.
I moved out. I live in a lovely Thai home by myself in a quiet gated area. Thank God I worked all my life. I did all the normal things, change bank accounts and took my name of everything. I am a strong believer in Jesus and know I could not get through all my years without his love, strength, guidance and my faith. I believe everything happens for a reason.
Where am I now one year on my own. I have the same health issues. I take half the dosage of meds and eliminated some. I have lost thirty eight pounds by eating Vegan food. I enjoy Thai delicious vegan foods. My last Dr. visit all my counts were great. She was amazed my change.
All of us with chronic health issues know it is not one day at a time it can be one minute at a time. When I feel good and go out I can get sick, must go home weak, dizzy and hurting all over. I vomit a lot. Some days I do a few things then others I can not. I cook a little and when we eat out I order extra foods and freeze it. I have chores I should do but I say I will give away my big clothes someday or clean out drawers/organize cupboards some day. I try not to let it bother me but it does.
I try to keep a positive attitude it is hard. I read " My worse day alone is better than my best days with husband the past 5 years." I am not a victim, I am a survivor of an abusive husband and my health issues. I look at my marriage as a Blessing, I have my kids, grandkids and great grandbaby. I pray for all dealing with abuse and health issues. Be Strong, all you Mighties Phra Jao GOD -uay phorn-BLESS -khun YOU (Thai) HAPPYPAT75

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