heartaches

i have loved
thinking to be loved in return
but what happen
it didnt end up well
because im in love
full of inhibitions
but i know my feelings right
and ended wrong
this was supposed to be
in all colors
in full of life
but it was blurry
and tiring
jealousy
i now know that
i wasnt your choice
and you never did
and ill accept it
wholeheartedly
with pain in my heart
i would be glad seeing you happy
with tears in my eyes
i will tell you im so sorry
and with a heavy soul
i will say well be together
someday
maybe in another life
we could happen
but for now
i will live with pain
broken