Insecure

So last night I was craving a pizza and I figured you know why not it's okay to treat yourself sometimes. So I ordered a large pizza and I ate the whole entire pizza in one sitting I went to sleep and today I avoid looking in the mirror. Even the smallest glance I start to cry I feel so guilty just thinking about it. I can't stop thinking about it I don't know why I'm obsessing over something that everyone does naturally this has never happened before I mean I always had self esteem issues but not to this extent and I'm freaking out

It’s not easy making someone see your worth when you had a non conventional work experience. #Introvert

Im not too sure how to put this out here but....Im in my 40's ,anxiety and depression for many years it been hard, I been having this flashback that shows me what happend many year ago when I was a teen but now that im older I can understand what really happened? Can just be my head making all this...im goin crazy here....should I go to a specialist? #lost #confused #sad #Anxiety #Depression #Unsure #help

I woke up feeling like I was crawling in my own skin, pacing around the house, couldn't focus, negative thoughts in my head. I couldn't go back to sleep either. I tried working out a little and eating, eventually I took an adivan and feel asleep for half the day. When I woke up the second time I felt awful, worthless, tired, irritable, couldn't stop crying. Now I feel like I've wasted my day and am sad about that too. I haven't had a low like this for a while, I hate the ups and downs, feeling so #unstable and #Insecure #BipolarDisorder #Depression #Anxiety

I really hope my new meds help with this depression.. the constant run-on self deprecating thoughts need to stop. It makes me feel fucking mad sometimes . It gets hard to stay in reality sometimes #Depression #Anxiety #Insecure