Intermittent Explosive Disorder

Hi, my name is sarbear3333. and I've been diagnosed with these and many more

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The strongest/weakest person you'll ever met. My heart wants to be free while my mind has me locked in a cage. My borderline personality wants to punish me. Fear of abandonment makes me panic. Sometimes I even isolate the mother in me. A chemical imbalance I can't explain. Depression doesn't like to play, so sometimes my kids have to pay. Anxiety pushes everyone away. So disconnected from the inner me, delirious from lack of sleep I'll go days forgetting to eat. The blood reminds me it's real, protecting my scars from all to see! One day the cut will be to deep. Emotions I can't control, angry out bust bring me peace. God I'm begging you help me find peace. So hear I am you're presence I seek, laying my mental illness at your feet! I don't want you to bare them as your own, I'm not wishing them on someone else!! I'm simply asking for your help. Today is bright an who knows I could get lucky and see the sunshine the next week or two, but when that light starts to fade be with me!! Theses demons are evil... insecurities they seek, mental illness has become the prey!! Satan get stronger with every soul he claims! Be with me when living and dying look the same! Wrap your arms around me because most days in the dark I feel safe.

*Borderline personality
*intermittent explosive disorder
*Panic attack
*Anxiety
*Depression
*PTSD

A group I am in on Facebook asked everyone what is three interesting things about yourself.

What are three interesting things about you?

As a child I was diagnosed with ADHD as the reason for my anger outburts. At 18 found out I have Intermittent Explosive Disorder which was the cause of my outbursts and lack of memory of outbursts.
My brother and I are oldest grandkids on both sides of the family. Our next oldest cousin is a month younger than me born to my mom's sister who is just under 10 years younger than my mom.
I have a good sense of style and have since I was child. I never dressed myself with mismatched colours and always picked clothes that matched my colouring.

I wonder if anyone who has been diagnosed with bipolar remember the symptoms they had as a teen
My son had a stoke in uteri and has learning disabilities but his anger has become untenable. He’s violent and aggressive but then do kind and sweet snd apologetic.
We’ve heard sometimes having intermittent explosive disorder as a teen is what bipolar looks like in a teen. He’s 18 now snd we just don’t know how to help him.
I’d love to hear from you all.
Be well!

My daughter is sadly prone to violent fits of rage and antagonistic and vengeful defiant acts... ( truly deliberate - looks you in the eye and breaks your sunglasses is one example).

she then screams out loudly “ so wine call the police my mother is trying to kill me” 😳😳😳 she has a diagnosis of GAD, ADHD ( both types) and ASD level 2.

please does anyone know what I can do to stop these rages as she gets so so violent and is very clear and present so I don’t think it is a schizophrenic type episode as she is very very aware of her actions and words and afterwards just says “ I can’t help it I was just so angry”... she then shows remorse for a while ( sometimes even a whole day of self directed “sorry acts” like helping with chores without being asked and making me toast etc” I praise her for all of the good things but when it’s bad it is hell... she recently kicked her way out of my car whilst I was driving... ran away down the street screaming and crying for people to call the police as I was trying to kill her 😱🤯😲 I was not touching a hair in her head 🤷🏼‍♀️😳😱😰 sgs lies all the time and makes up incidents then convinced herself that they really happened the wY she thinks.... she is 8yrs old. please help... im at my wits end😪