Hi, my name is Cornflowercollie13. I'm looking for
Community and support. I’m currently living with an active addiction and in an abusive marriage. Mental, emotional, verbal and at times physical but not for a while. I work as an adult entertainer from home and live in a city where I have no close friends. The only people I talk to are my online clients and my dogs and various animals that I care for. I feel myself disappearing and it scares me. I feel like I used to be a vibrant, outspoken, artistic woman and now I’m an empty shell. I would love to find people who are either in the same industry as myself. Or people who are also actively choosing to stay in an abusive relationship. Animal lovers a plus. #MightyTogether #Depression #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #SubstanceUseDisorders #Trauma #PersonalityDisorders #MightyPets
My cat, (any one cat I had at any given time) keeps me from getting as severely #depressed as I would if I didn't have my furry feline! I say it a lot ! My cat is my lifesaver. Happy National Pet Day to all you pets & pet owners, from my cat, Honey & I.
Hi, 😉
How are you?
I went back from a city trip yesterday (or today just after midnight to be exact). Today I had to empty my suitcase, put away stuff and water my plants.
The flat was as I left it, no one stole my 14 years old laptop 😅. And no one installed a TV in the living room 😅.
My hibiscus decided that the best time to bloom was when I was away. 😅 But at least one of the flowers was still nice. Nature is beautiful. (I pay the rent and she doesn’t respect me at all this plant!!!)
And my pink star aglaonema seems to have a new leaf coming. (This plant is a real princess 👑. If there’s too much light, not enough light, too much water… she doesn’t like it at all. I don’t know how she survived for so long (more than a year😅.)
And I realized that one of the books in my fifth language that I bought on holiday is a bit damaged on the front cover. And I’m really picky… 🤦♀️ So I’m going to try to order it online and give this one to the library in my town. It’s a poems books for children, and I know there are some people here who speak this language.
Oh and this evening I came to my parents’ place and there was my little tuxedo cat Yuki. She’s 2 years old but she’s really tiny, and a princess 👑 too. 😅(I’M SURROUNDED BY PRINCESSES!!!)
Oh and in case it interests you, I listened to the song “Bronia” by Ochman and Jerry Heil a lot today! 😍 (You can find it on Spotify).
Could you recommend me a song? If you like some that aren’t in French / English it would be awesome 🤩Otherwise French /English is ok too. :-)
Take care 🥰🫂🥰
#MentalHealth
#BorderlinePersonalityDisorder
#BorderlinePersonalityDisorderBPD
#MightyPets
EDIT: February 17th, 2024 : A lot of thanks for all your comments, 🎈🎈and 💕💕💕Take care 🥰
My dearest Guy and I take our dogs on car rides in their own 2 seater!
Here's my Russell ( in front) and Guy's Cujo!
And away we all go!
Good morning Mighty Fam! Woke at 4am with a migraine but thank God it has passed. I got up and got one rizatriptan and two excedrin and microwaved my axolot heating pad my bestie gave me. Laid back down for an hour and a half and miraculously the pain passed. Thank You Lord. I have work today that has to be done either way so I am glad I am migraine free. I wake often with migraine. When I can make it go away in the first couple hours I am usually good. But if it doesn’t go away in an hour or two with meds and heat it means the rest of the day gonna be varying migraine pain. Migraines suck! (Pic is the heating pad my bestie gave me and my two doggies that keep me company when I am feeling bad) #Migraine #Headache #ChronicFatigueSyndrome #Sarcoidosis #PolycysticOvarySyndrome #HypothyroidismUnderactiveThyroidDisease #MightyPets
We believe in Santa Paws! Russell (right) is loved by Sashahans and Cujo(left) by her partner Guy and Sashahans too!🐾🐕🎄🦴
Poppy is my little fluffy sweetheart, and I wanted to share her with you all! She wishes everyone a happy holiday and happy new year. Hope her sweet face helps you get through this tough time of year! #MightyPets