mystoryisntover

i just want to be okay… my kids depend on me. i don’t have any family left or friends here. i’m on a mental health leave from work & now my physical health problems (knee & back issues) are not helping with my depression or anxiety. i’ve never had any surgery yet the doctor thinks i should have it. i’m so scared of something happening to me. my children will be left without anyone. and just found out my brother moved out of state… he must of have forgotten to say bye to me. i am 45 years young but losing my dad at age 24 and my mom just last year along with my soul sister just 6 weeks ago has picked my entire world. i feel i’m failing my children; their father left us for drugs 7 years ago. i have no one to call… yet i shall continue on because no one else is here to help me during my worst time of my life.
#mystoryisntover

I have good days and bad days but each day is a blessing.

an early posting from GLVo;ces...mine
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#Anxiety #ClinicalDepression #darkthoughts #depressed #Depression #depressive #MentalHealth #mystoryisntover #overthinking #PTSD #semicolonproject #sicknotweak #Stigma #stigmafighter #StopTheStigma #suicidal #SuicidePrevention #Survivor #1in4

This is an old tattoo, I have since attempted two more times after getting this. In the end, I know that’s when I lost faith. As long as I have it, I will be here. My kids need me