notlonely

What is everyone doing for New Years? Me I'm sitting alone watching a marathon of Cobra Kai. I'm alone but not lonely. Well if I'm honest I'm missing my puppy I had to rehome but it could be worse. I'm alone alot and I used be engulfed in terrible loneliness but I've grown and I like myself more. I'm finding my own internal happiness. With major depression as a diagnosis I did not think it was even possible to find such happiness. But here I am alone and I'm happy. Sure it would be nice to have someone to spend time with for the evening but it's not necessary. I guess for me what that means is finally I'm on a good set of medications as well as done some good hard work on loving myself. Just thought I would share because I was sitting here and suddenly I came to the realization and it was a surprise to me. Happy New New Year's Eve everyone! Wishing you all the best the new year! #growth #BipolarDisorder #NewYear