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Advice on moving forward from an online connection? *PLEASE READ :)

This happened about 3 years ago now. The peak of Covid. I was going through a media craze and experienced so much toxic behavior from people I’ve spoken to. Suddenly I talk to this great guy from the UK and while things were going pretty fine, I was still so overcome and traumatized from other connections and even more so with a particular guy from Ohio ( I was emotionally manipulated and also love bombed *yikes*) and to put it lightly I’m a very deep emotional person, so I was going through deep waters. I just had a random urge to squash the relationship by insulting his looks and saying crazy obscene things to the point of him being completely offended and ‘shouting’ obscenities towards me in defense. But I guess I deserved it. He ended up blocking me with much hesitation though I tried apologizing and he wouldn’t buy it. With needless to say, that was our end. But now I realize that he was the only one who actually cared and wanted to get to know me deep down. And I find myself missing him and our. I messed up. It’s an awful feeling. I gave up the apps as a whole but now it feels like I’m waiting for a connection that might never come. But I still have hope. #MentalHealth #checkin #Depression #Anxiety #Relationships #Opinion #ADHD #Guilt #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #OCDTest #SuicidalThoughts #selfsabotage #lowselfesteem #SleepDisorders #Insomnia #moodswings #PMS #ChronicFatigue #Hope

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I can’t anymore. I’m fed up. It’s ironic since today is the day of mental health but instead of feeling supported, I feel more and more misunderstood and I see no way out.
Sorry for my English, it isn’t the best.
#OCDTest #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #ContaminationOCD #ocdproblems #OCDoutofcontrol #Depression

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Hi everyone!

Hi everyone, I speak Spanish, that's why my English is not very good, sorry!
I suffer from OCD, I am very tired that it has ruined my life. #ContaminationOCD
#ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder
#ocdproblems
#OCDTest
#OCDoutofcontrol

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