sadnesss

I’m living with this great anger and deep sadness. It feels like I’ve lost a part of who I am and now I need to play a part. I can no longer talk to my parents about any of this because I get shut down immediately.

I wish I wasn’t an overachiever at work, proving to those I’m qualified and to see me. I wish I’d just been mediocre. I would be lying if I didn’t say I enjoy the perks of being full time however how it was done and the loses it’s caused have haunted me since no matter what I do. My head is spinning, I don’t know what is right or wrong anymore just the anger, pain and sadness.

#sad #sadnesss #Anxiety #On #On #Depression #angry #inpain #Pain #help #soalone

It hurts. There’s this hole in my chest, a vacuum that feels weird impenetrable. I deserve my promotion, I worked hard to get here. So why don’t I feel that way? #afraid #AfraidofFailure #Depression #Anxiety #sadnesss

I been feeling anxietiesh before his passing, but I dont know, how to help it. My grandpa is a famous PSA for Oakland A's in real life. He my late mother dad. I do feel sad he gone too.. Yet im scared my anxiety can lower my ammunstyem (sorry cant spell)

I'm always there for my friends whenever they need me. it when I'm depressed and I'm sad, it feels like they don't care. I literally told my friend that I was feeling alone and he hasn't been picking up hints that I sma sad. I've tried to tell him how I feel really, but he either dismissed it or directs it to him so now instead of talking about me, we're talking about him. I don't know guys, I just feel really low and I'm tired of lying to my coworkers telling them that I'm just tired.. I really want to say that I'm depressed and would rather be home.