We are all winners
This week has been so filled with ups and downs. One day with struggles and tears and other‘s with the little victories of understanding and hearing more and more of my thoughts and feeling my feelings.
I am so proud of pulling through on tough days and taking time to understand and accept on strong days and taking care of myself the best I can. So I heard that my head is telling me that I ruin friendships and I am not worth spending time with after expressing my anger to a friend. And guess what - not true. We texted afterwards again. But I went through hell until we did beating myself up.
I think that we can all be proud of each and every little step we take. And from experience I can tell that they will give us the courage to take bigger steps for ourselves one day.
I picked up the courage to look for a new apartment were I can finally fulfill my dream of becoming a dog owner (and that for sure feels like a scaring big step for me).
So let’s celebrate us! Let’s celebrate our recovery journey‘s and our strength and courage to pull through.
What was a small step or a big step you took recently?
P.S. the picture is from one of the most kind, encouraging, beautiful books I know. The boy, the mole, the fox and the horse by Charlie Mackesy and it is one of the greatest gifts I made myself