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Bad day (TW: mentions suicidality)

I have been diagnosed with BPD. Today is Day 3 single parenting while my wife works. The kids woke me up at 6.30am. I'm exhausted. They're loud, over stimulated, bored and bickering. I'm sick of them. I've sent them to their room to tidy because I can't bear to be around them. When I asked them to tidy their room my 10yo said 'why'. I snapped at her 'because I asked you to'. They scarpered. Told my wife. I thought I'll just get a sitter, head out and find a quiet place to take an overdose. She arranged for the kids to be looked after by family for the day.

She's just left and I am weeping on the sofa. With all her work lately I recognise that what's happened today is I'm feeling abandoned and the BPD means I take this to be true when it's not and triggers my internal alarm system. She's been reassuring and told me I'm not abandoned and that she loves me but I can't help feeling it. And now I've forced them all away and I am alone at home anyway - abandoned again. I know this is BPD and a believe what Nicole is telling me but my body and brain won't stop telling me I'm abandoned. I think I'm safely through the active suicidality I was feeling. I now have a day alone with nothing to do. I'm worried I won't cope and will lapse again. I don't know what to do.

#BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #SuicidalThoughts

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Nuerodivergent And Disability Definition

Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder (PMDD)
A severe, cyclical mood condition where hormonal shifts trigger intense emotional and physiological distress.
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While PMS describes moderate, cyclical shifts in mood, energy, and physical comfort during the luteal phase of the menstrual cycle. PMDD is a more intense hormone-related mood condition that occurs before menstruation and is often marked by heightened irritability, tearfulness, rejection sensitivity, or hopelessness, alongside cognitive fog, fatigue, sensory changes, and a sense that daily life feels harder to manage. PMDD is more common among ADHD and Autistic people who menstruate.
PMDD is recognized in the DSM-5 as a depressive disorder, yet its roots are deeply physiological — in how hormones and neurochemistry respond to the menstrual cycle. In this way, PMDD sits at the intersection of medical and mental health frameworks.
Shifts in estrogen and progesterone can affect serotonin, dopamine, and GABA, shaping regulation, focus, and sensory tolerance. For Autistic and ADHD people, these hormonal shifts can mirror or intensify familiar patterns, emotional lability, executive strain, and sensory overwhelm, making PMDD easy to overlook or misattribute. Current research suggests that PMDD emerges from the interaction of hormonal sensitivity, neurochemistry, genetics, and psychosocial stressors, reflecting heightened sensitivity to normal hormonal fluctuations within a nervous system shaped by biology, history, and context.
Recognizing the cyclical nature of symptoms can be grounding in itself. Support may also include SSRIs or hormonal treatments, integrative medicine, cycle tracking, stress-reduction practices, lifestyle shifts that reduce inflammation, and sensory-based supports like warmth, grounding movement, or gentle rhythmic input. For those who experience suicidal thoughts during this phase, proactive safety planning and increased support during the luteal window can be an important part of care.

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Tip Tuesday - Building Confidence

Something that really helps to build confidence is showing up for yourself when you don't "feel" like it. This can look like keeping small promises to yourself, keeping your word, or just showing up.
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Hi, my name is RosieLynn246. I'm here because I've been diagnosed with multiple mental health disorders and no one in my life really understands what its like. They try to be there and support me, but it ends up hurting me more sometimes. I want people to know they are not the label that society put on them and that they are more than there disorder. I also had a friend who committed suicide in 2023 when we were 17. We were so close that it almost killed me when she passed. I've struggled with suicidal thoughts, self-harming and anorexia since I was 7 years old and my friend was one of the strongest people in my life that I knew. I want other people to be able to reach out and get help before it gets to that point and I feel that everyone deserves someone that can be there to support them and love them even if they don't personally know them.

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