Diabetes Type 2

The migraine went away but my back hurts so much. @pauleyholm finally woke up so I can ask her for a Norco and Motrin.

I ate a maple bacon long John donut for breakfast. It was so yummy.

My olfactory reference disorder is really bothering me. I have been trying to stay clean and wear deodorant and spray Axe body spray. But I am still stinky.

Today is testosterone day. Every Tuesday I get my shot. Pauley helps by filling the syringe cuz I'm rubbish. It's a subQ needle so it doesn't hurt at all. I haven't noticed any changes from taking it. I thought it might affect my libido but it didn't. Just another way to affirm my diagnosis of sexual aversion disorder.

I tried calling my mom this morning but she didn't answer. A short time ago she texted me saying she had to watch the boys this morning and now she's getting her nails done. I think she'll call after that.

My BG has been in the mid 220s. Much better than yesterday but still high.

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My fasting BG was 194 but 2 hours later it spiked to 306. So I took 30 units of humalog. Then I ate a sandwich. 2 hours later it was at 302. So I took 30 more units of humalog. 4 hours ago my BG was 301. So I took 25 units of humalog. I ate some popcorn chicken for lunch. I'm gonna check again in 20 minutes. I'm super sweaty and gross. But I'm sitting with @pauleyholm while she works... and tweezers her leg hair. I've got my headphones on so I don't bother her with my music. I'm listening to Miike Snow. Ghengas Kahn is one of my favorite songs.

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I woke up at 3am and ate raw cookie dough, a donut, 2 mini lemon poppyseed muffins, and drank some sugary coffee mixed with eggnog and white chocolate creamer. I knew my BG would spike insanely high but I wasn't expecting it to be 470. I am dizzy and shaky and nauseous. This really sucks. I took 26 units of humalog. I'm crossing my fingers. My tummy is very upset.#DiabetesType2 Update 1 hour later: my BG is down to 401.

I've been feeling very yucky today. I woke up with a migraine again. My back hurts like hell. But I didn't eat anything until 4pm. My BG was at 146 after I ate cuz I forgot to check it before I started eating. But right now I'm very shaky and dizzy. I'm overheating and feeling very nauseous. I'm hoping what I ate kicks in soon. I really don't like how I feel. This #Diabetes BS is exhausting. I'm used to having high BG. So when it's low I really don't feel well. I have some sugary juice mix just in case. I think I will be ok.

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It's 8:44am right now and im delirious from no sleep and pain. I have lipodermatosclerosis, two types of vasculitis and type 2 diabetes. I'm at a lost with pain. Of course the doctor has prescribed over and over and so far they hardly touch it. Nerve pain is so hard to handle. I am a recovering addict and I can only take so much ibuprofen. I also have cannibas hypernasia syndrome so I can't use that. Is there any suggestions at all?!?! I already elevate them, ice plunge, I am having trouble getting compression socks because I cannot afford them. I need the dang $20 a pair and over ones, cuz I am a chubbs and then they swell so i need special sized ones. Anyways if you have any advice please help. #ChronicIllness #ChronicPain #CheckInWithMe

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I didn't allow the beliefs of others change my feelings about what I have to live with.