Big Reminder… My Infusions Work
For once in the 16 years of having Infusions I forgot to be proactive and call the office to schedule my appointment. For reference, I get my infusions every 4 weeks and around the 3 1/2 mark I start to become more achy and stiff.
Well, the office called me at the three week mark and I was given two options, one appointment being at 5 weeks and the other appointment being at 6 weeks. I had to take the 6 week appointment because of a prior work obligation.
I’m a week away from my appointment and I’m on day 2 of waking up at 2 am with my extremities throbbing. My dominant hand hurts if I touch it which isn’t ideal. And i’m a bit emotionally and mentally tired of putting a smile on my face and showing up to work/showing up for people at work.
Oh and I’m supposed to go on a first date this weekend but I’m having a hard time imagining going out and having an enjoying time.
While I feel like I’m focusing on the negatives I am reminded of how much my infusions do work and help. I’ve been getting my infusions for more than half my life so it’s hard to remember life before my infusions. I’m about to make an infusion count down because this has been a humbling experience. #RheumatoidArthritis #ChronicPain #Anxiety #Glaucoma #Uveitis #MentalHealth
