Exciting update!
I’m very excited!
I have been working hard on being able to do things independently. I appreciate all the help I get, but cptsd and panic attacks have really taken their toll on my independence and freedom. My boyfriend has been such a significant help and I feel so lucky that he is in my life. He is also very aware of my struggles with my current level of functioning.
Yesterday, my boyfriend was working later than normal and I told him I would make us dinner. This is the first time I have had the capacity to make him dinner since we have been together! I love cooking and used to do it all the time. The last couple of years my symptoms have prevented me from fully getting back in the kitchen. I made pierogis from a local place and maple carrots.
Not only that; today I am going to go kayaking by myself! I found out we have a park nearby the house and they do “drop-ins.” I love being by the water. I love kayaking even if it’s an activity I haven’t been able to do much of. If I enjoy the drop in, there are more scheduled for October. Also- it is actually really affordable: $5 for an hour.
Things are moving and I’m seeing it. I couldn’t do these things even a month ago 💗Thanks to all those who have seen me through all that I have gone through and offered me encouragement along the way. I’m grateful for the community here.
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