Bipolar 2 Disorder

It would mean the world to me if I lost all this unwanted weight and kept it off forever. It would mean the world to me if my skin clears up too and these acne scars disappear forever. My dad took me to a dietitian and they put me on Adipex a few years ago (a weight loss pill), it damaged my whole face with acne scars. I feel so sad looking at my face now because the acne scarring is really deep and looks like eczema. I am going to a dermatologist now but I also feel so self conscious about my weight. I need lose about 80 pounds says my doctor. All that weight I should lose can help my mental health problems too. Any tips on how I can lose it all naturally and safely? Please don’t comment saying stuff like accept myself or I am beautiful the way I am. It’s annoying. Nobody wants to be fat or have bad skin.

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It would mean the world to me if I lost all this unwanted weight and kept it off forever. It would mean the world to me if my skin clears up too and these acne scars disappear forever. My dad took me to a dietitian and they put me on Adipex a few years ago (a weight loss pill), it damaged my whole face with acne scars. I feel so sad looking at my face now because the acne scarring is really deep and looks like eczema. I am going to a dermatologist now but I also feel so self conscious about my weight. I need lose about 80 pounds says my doctor. All that weight I should lose can help my mental health problems too. Any tips on how I can lose it all naturally and safely? Please don’t comment saying stuff like accept myself or I am beautiful the way I am. It’s annoying. Nobody wants to be fat or have bad skin.

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She told me my life will get worse and worse over the years that she will pray for me. I thought that was the most rudest thing I have ever heard besides hearing I am ugly. Just because she’s pretty doesn’t mean she can say or do anything she wants. There are consequences and how does she know my life will get worse? I hope that is not true because I have been through so much already. And I know I deserve a life that always gets better for me everyday in every way

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She told me my life will get worse and worse over the years that she will pray for me. I thought that was the most rudest thing I have ever heard besides hearing I am ugly. Just because she’s pretty doesn’t mean she can say or do anything she wants. There are consequences and how does she know my life will get worse? I hope that is not true because I have been through so much already. And I know I deserve a life that always gets better for me everyday in every way

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She told me my life will get worse and worse over the years that she will pray for me. I thought that was the most rudest thing I have ever heard besides hearing I am ugly. Just because she’s pretty doesn’t mean she can say or do anything she wants. There are consequences and how does she know my life will get worse? I hope that is not true because I have been through so much already. And I know I deserve a life that always gets better for me everyday in every way

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To be honest I was bored and I wanted to see how many men would talk to me. I pretended to pose as this girl who looked sexy like a model and so many guys hit her up. When I show a picture of myself, no one really talks to me. I remember coming out the men I catfished that I was not the girl in the picture and I showed them a picture of me and they said I am not appealing and I am ugly. People don’t talk to me and I feel like people don’t treat me the way I want. I mean I have been told I am not the prettiest girl and that’s why I don’t like the way I look. I am not stunning like the people you see on television. I don’t even like taking pictures of myself because I have been called ugly my whole life especially by men. There was this one guy I catfished he went to my dad’s gym. He was white and had big muscles when he found out who I really was, he called me an ugly fat Indian girl lol. It is very hurtful. I rather have my own company than others now. #CheckInWithMe #CheerMeOn #MentalHealth #ADHD #MajorDepressiveDisorder #Depression #Psychosis #Disability #Obesity #ChronicIllness #Bipolar2 #Bipolar1 #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #Anxiety #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #Schizophrenia #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Selfharm #Suicide #SuicidalThoughts #SuicidalIdeation #Trauma #ObsessiveCompulsivePersonalityDisorder #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #PTSD #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #PanicDisorder #PanicAttack #PanicAttacks #SensoryProcessingDisorder #SocialAnxiety #Stroke

To be honest I was bored and I wanted to see how many men would talk to me. I pretended to pose as this girl who looked sexy like a model and so many guys hit her up. When I show a picture of myself, no one really talks to me. I remember coming out the men I catfished that I was not the girl in the picture and I showed them a picture of me and they said I am not appealing and I am ugly. People don’t talk to me and I feel like people don’t treat me the way I want. I mean I have been told I am not the prettiest girl and that’s why I don’t like the way I look. I am not stunning like the people you see on television. I don’t even like taking pictures of myself because I have been called ugly my whole life especially by men. There was this one guy I catfished he went to my dad’s gym. He was white and had big muscles when he found out who I really was, he called me an ugly fat Indian girl lol. It is very hurtful. I rather have my own company than others now. #CheckInWithMe #CheerMeOn #MentalHealth #ADHD #MajorDepressiveDisorder #Depression #Psychosis #Disability #Obesity #ChronicIllness #Bipolar2 #Bipolar1 #BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #Anxiety #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #Schizophrenia #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Selfharm #Suicide #SuicidalThoughts #SuicidalIdeation #Trauma #ObsessiveCompulsivePersonalityDisorder #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #PTSD #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #PanicDisorder #PanicAttack #PanicAttacks #SensoryProcessingDisorder #SocialAnxiety #Stroke

My older sister has like had 10 boyfriends. I never even had one and all the men I ever liked called me ugly. You guys please don’t comment telling me the right man will come a long because that is not what this is about. My older sister has always been mean to me and she has always had so many friends and is normal. One time she told someone I am crazy and I want her life. When she used to live in my parents house with me, she would dig out my closet and use all makeup, clothing, and shoes. It upset me that all these men gave her a chance. Every man I ever liked said I am ugly and rejected me! I am close to 30 years old and a virgin. I am diagnosed with Schizoaffective Bipolar disorder. I really hate the way I look. I am never gonna be happy and no it’s not because I don’t have a boyfriend. It’s because all these men said I am ugly. I am surprised if I ever find the right mental help. It’s not easy being unattractive

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My older sister has like had 10 boyfriends. I never even had one and all the men I ever liked called me ugly. You guys please don’t comment telling me the right man will come a long because that is not what this is about. My older sister has always been mean to me and she has always had so many friends and is normal. One time she told someone I am crazy and I want her life. When she used to live in my parents house with me, she would dig out my closet and use all makeup, clothing, and shoes. It upset me that all these men gave her a chance. Every man I ever liked said I am ugly and rejected me! I am close to 30 years old and a virgin. I am diagnosed with Schizoaffective Bipolar disorder. I really hate the way I look. I am never gonna be happy and no it’s not because I don’t have a boyfriend. It’s because all these men said I am ugly. I am surprised if I ever find the right mental help. It’s not easy being unattractive

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I know deep down something is really wrong with me. I have dealt with depression since a young age and had a psychotic breakdown in the 7th grade where I started hearing voices. I have been in and out of mental hospitals more than 10 times. I am not happy. I am barely living a life. Sometimes I just want to lock myself up in the mental hospital for good

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