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She should, know the truth#humblepie #CPTSD #artheals

I think its time, acting is, your choice to use. Tell her, to call https://me.Lunch maybe, some wine,oh where, there are https://people.Ill show her what I have.Since, you all know me so well, I think it is time.
I kept things,she should see.
To clarify.

Sacrifice, you say, you sacrificed yourself. How so?
Lies.
My husband was sacrificed, no one https://else.Bt you. He was used and munipulated, for someone else's messed up thoughts and feelings. You felt bad for him,for being with someone "like me".Sure.He had it made and now, hes sick, ashamed and
Screwed, because of you, not letting go. I didnt contact you.
But you want me quiet,for whos sake, yours or Hers? Save her the embarrassment, https://really.Nah.The natural order of karma, will take care of that.
Always has, in the most strangest of ways.
Scares me, when Im wronged and not from what I do. Ive watched and its,not https://good.I dont get it.

Intention vs https://impact.If you forgot.

You left debris, everywhere.
And its Time to clean.

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She should, know the truth#humblepie #CPTSD #artheals

I think its time, acting is, your choice to use. Tell her, to call https://me.Lunch maybe, some wine,oh where, there are https://people.Ill show her what I have.Since, you all know me so well, I think it is time.
I kept things,she should see.
To clarify.

Sacrifice, you say, you sacrificed yourself. How so?
Lies.
My husband was sacrificed, no one https://else.Bt you. He was used and munipulated, for someone else's messed up thoughts and feelings. You felt bad for him,for being with someone "like me".Sure.He had it made and now, hes sick, ashamed and
Screwed, because of you, not letting go. I didnt contact you.
But you want me quiet,for whos sake, yours or Hers? Save her the embarrassment, https://really.Nah.The natural order of karma, will take care of that.
Always has, in the most strangest of ways.
Scares me, when Im wronged and not from what I do. Ive watched and its,not https://good.I dont get it.

Intention vs https://impact.If you forgot.

You left debris, everywhere.
And its Time to clean.

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Damage control too late#CPTSD #artheals

Im not interested in this game, your lying assistant or your partner in https://crime.You destroyed that chance with crossing every https://boundary.I chose, my choices, willingly and with reason.no https://justifying.I was not like that,EVER.BEFORE.That, is not my history or my https://patterns.I was https://sober.Aware and https://present.That was, the only https://time.I will not apologize for knowing myself and My https://reasons.They are noones, Not even his. Or https://Hers.They are mine.
Acting sanctimonious towards anyone,other than in defense of oneself, is pointless. I am defending what has been https://tarnished.Engineering chaos and trying to apply ABA to me, does not work. My work happens https://organically.Not forced, orchestrated and https://munipulated.Same as https://relationships.Im not a transaction, an afterthought or a second choice.

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Damage control too late#CPTSD #artheals

Im not interested in this game, your lying assistant or your partner in https://crime.You destroyed that chance with crossing every https://boundary.I chose, my choices, willingly and with reason.no https://justifying.I was not like that,EVER.BEFORE.That, is not my history or my https://patterns.I was https://sober.Aware and https://present.That was, the only https://time.I will not apologize for knowing myself and My https://reasons.They are noones, Not even his. Or https://Hers.They are mine.
Acting sanctimonious towards anyone,other than in defense of oneself, is pointless. I am defending what has been https://tarnished.Engineering chaos and trying to apply ABA to me, does not work. My work happens https://organically.Not forced, orchestrated and https://munipulated.Same as https://relationships.Im not a transaction, an afterthought or a second choice.

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It’s my birthday 🎉 #Bipolar2 #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #Incest #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder

It’s my birthday today so I got my free sugar cookie latte at Starbucks. I get 5.00 off coming from Barnes and Noble so I’m heading over there soon and I have to exchange 2 pairs of jeans. I celebrate my birthday with my son and his girlfriend on Sunday . We are going to a pizza place for dinner. I only got 3 hours and 20 minutes of sleep last night because of anxiety and depression

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What is it like as an adult dealing with the aftermath of your childhood enmeshment?

For me, it's horrible that my biological mom started on me around age 2 or 3 with emotional neglect then enmeshment... My surrogate emotional mom of a different race intervened and gave me her emotional imprint of openness and freeness. Between year 3-7 So I'm a free-spirited person with trust issues... we are not liked by many because we don't like boundaries, we are open range. We like to make them up as we go along.. but we follow the ones that are all ready in place but like to create our own emotional world that is endless #PTSD #CPTSD #Trauma #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder

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What is it like as an adult dealing with the aftermath of your childhood enmeshment?

For me, it's horrible that my biological mom started on me around age 2 or 3 with emotional neglect then enmeshment... My surrogate emotional mom of a different race intervened and gave me her emotional imprint of openness and freeness. Between year 3-7 So I'm a free-spirited person with trust issues... we are not liked by many because we don't like boundaries, we are open range. We like to make them up as we go along.. but we follow the ones that are all ready in place but like to create our own emotional world that is endless #PTSD #CPTSD #Trauma #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder

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☀️ Good morning! It's Friday, December 5th!

Your challenge for today is to find one small thing that makes you genuinely smile. Have a wonderful day! #Anxiety #Depression #Trauma #CPTSD #PTSD #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder

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☀️ Good morning! It's Friday, December 5th!

Your challenge for today is to find one small thing that makes you genuinely smile. Have a wonderful day! #Anxiety #Depression #Trauma #CPTSD #PTSD #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder

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My mental health goals for December

Let’s set some mental health goals for the month, Mighties!

Here are mine:

1. Incorporate daily breaks into my schedule. 🗓️

2. Be completely open and honest with my therapist about what I’m experiencing, even if it triggers my anxiety. 🌱

3. Build a more consistent journaling practice — I want it to become a habit moving forward! 📓

Feel free to share yours below!

#BipolarDepression #BipolarDisorder #PTSD #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #Schizophrenia #ADHD #Parenting #ChronicIllness #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Anxiety #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #Depression #MentalHealth #Selfcare #EatingDisorders #CheckInWithMe

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