Complex Post-traumatic Stress Disorder

Please pray for the devil to be gone and removed from me forever. I just want the devil to be gone and removed from me forever; never to return. It would mean so much to me and make me so happy if the devil is gone from me forever. Everyone please pray that it will be gone forever and manifest it disappearing from me forever.
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My mom swore that I will live the life that I want and I am not. I don’t mind if my parents run crazy at old age because this life I am living sucks. I have had so many people be rude and disrespectful to me including my family. If my parents ever seek mental help at old age I will laugh because when they talk it’s like they aren’t careful of what they are saying. They aren’t even bothering to help me out properly. I have been in a mental hospital more than 10 times and they make it seem like it’s not a serious thing. I really do think they both do need mental help though because I have been through so much and they make it seem like it’s not too much so I don’t care if they do ever seek out mental help. They both should seek mental help
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I would feel so much better about myself if I lost all this weight and kept it off forever. Nobody wants to be overweight or fat. I just really hope I lose all this weight naturally and safely. My dad put me on a weight loss pill years ago prescribed by a dietitian and the pill caused me to breakout on my face with really deep acne scarring. I hope that never happens ever again. Please give me your best advice on how to lose all this weight and not gain it back. It would mean the world to me if I lost all this weight and kept it off forever.
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My dad told me he doesn’t want to keep me and they are very hypocritical. When I was staying by a hotel because I didn’t want to stay home, he cursed me out so nasty. The other day I kind of talked to him aggressively and when he talks to me that way, he thinks it’s okay. They want me to respect them but they don’t do the same thing back. I rather have a mental illness for the rest of my life than to take care of my parents. I was in and out of mental hospitals and they didn’t even send me clothes in the hospital or come to visitation. What makes you think I should take care of them because I won’t. I deserve to be out living my most best life. My parents have called me disgusting and nasty. Sometimes I would be happy if they seeked mental help themselves because my mom literally sweared that I will get everything I want and I don’t know if that will come true. They don’t make enough effort to help me and then they said I don’t listen to them but they won’t listen to me either. They don’t want to do family therapy. The environment isn’t toxic or abusive. My parents are just messed up. Please don’t comment telling me to take care of my parents or tell them how I feel because I have tried talking them and they won’t listen so I really don’t want to engage in that conversation again. I have been in a mental hospital more than 10 times and I am sure they wouldn’t mind putting me back there if they had enough money so I am not gonna do anything for them. They don’t deserve anything from me. My dad literally told me he doesn’t give a shit about me and nobody does. And you know when he feels like he is running nuts next time, maybe a mental evaluation would be good for both of my parents at old age lol
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There was this girl in my middle school who was suppose to be my friend and she was always nice to my face and I caught her flirting with the guy I had a crush on. Few years later in the future, she is following Kim Kardashian and she has butt implants/lip injections. What a horrible example these sluts give to humanity. #CheckInWithMe #CheerMeOn #Disability #MentalHealth #BipolarDepression #Bipolar2 #Bipolar1 #BipolarDisorder #Psychosis #ADHD #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Schizophrenia #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #ComplexPosttraumaticStressDisorder #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #PTSD #Suicide #Selfharm #TraumaticBrainInjury #Trauma #Anxiety #Manic #PanicAttacks #PanicDisorder #PanicAttack