Complex Post-traumatic Stress Disorder

Hi, my name is slightlyNsane. I'm here because I am a childhood trauma survivor with a brain that regularly retraumatizes me when I sleep. Went into burn out about 8 years ago and am now struggling to do anything beyond my job.

#MightyTogether #Anxiety #CPTSD #SchizoidPersonalityDisorder #Grief

Hi, my name is slightlyNsane. I'm here because I am a childhood trauma survivor with a brain that regularly retraumatizes me when I sleep. Went into burn out about 8 years ago and am now struggling to do anything beyond my job.

#MightyTogether #Anxiety #CPTSD #SchizoidPersonalityDisorder #Grief

If I confide in you, explain a regrettable behavior, that was brought on by a medical issue, from a medication, and you become angrier and defensive, I will be concerned. If your response is well I am allowed to be angry.im going to give you the valid space and still voice my concern for your https://reply.Anger is grief and not acknowledging your role in that, is unfair to the person you attacked https://wrongly.It does not negate the reason only the https://approach.Your anger invalidates your point, your wife, your mother, your self in the https://end.He has every right to be mad but needs to be accountable for his role as https://well.They can hate me all day long, it will never stop me from talking, trying or thinking of ways to help https://him.If he was promised something, his values have been compromised, completely and thats sad, he deserves better and I will find a https://way.I want him to grow up and find himself outside this house but still keep me in his https://life.He shouldn't be the glue and now, I have to make sure he's https://not.Trust will be in his name and I'll make it https://his.All Will.

If I confide in you, explain a regrettable behavior, that was brought on by a medical issue, from a medication, and you become angrier and defensive, I will be concerned. If your response is well I am allowed to be angry.im going to give you the valid space and still voice my concern for your https://reply.Anger is grief and not acknowledging your role in that, is unfair to the person you attacked https://wrongly.It does not negate the reason only the https://approach.Your anger invalidates your point, your wife, your mother, your self in the https://end.He has every right to be mad but needs to be accountable for his role as https://well.They can hate me all day long, it will never stop me from talking, trying or thinking of ways to help https://him.If he was promised something, his values have been compromised, completely and thats sad, he deserves better and I will find a https://way.I want him to grow up and find himself outside this house but still keep me in his https://life.He shouldn't be the glue and now, I have to make sure he's https://not.Trust will be in his name and I'll make it https://his.All Will.

To find out again, that my body knew, is another, wake the fudge up https://call.And leaves the real, hard questions out there,to be https://discussed.I do need supportive people around me,that can advocate, attend appointments and follow through with the appointments,that I forget, am scared to attend or not aware https://of.I am all over the place when creating,multiple things at a time but emotionally, with others, Im too sensitive when the balance is https://off.I am not allowed to express it here, it bottles up and https://explodes.I see the days leading up, Im ignored,I ask, Im ignored, I ask, Im https://ignored.Here we are a year on a half https://later.I knew and kept going in circles, scared to death to go https://back.And as soon as I did go back, it was https://questioned.I was asked why I didn't do someone else's job again. All medical gaslighting, it is still, https://happening.I need real care and psych management when things like my numbers, going off the https://chart.My health, went plop again but I can only,repair as much as it let's me. Repressing and ignoring, hurts your body ten times more than acknowledging someone elses wrongs, any day.

To find out again, that my body knew, is another, wake the fudge up https://call.And leaves the real, hard questions out there,to be https://discussed.I do need supportive people around me,that can advocate, attend appointments and follow through with the appointments,that I forget, am scared to attend or not aware https://of.I am all over the place when creating,multiple things at a time but emotionally, with others, Im too sensitive when the balance is https://off.I am not allowed to express it here, it bottles up and https://explodes.I see the days leading up, Im ignored,I ask, Im ignored, I ask, Im https://ignored.Here we are a year on a half https://later.I knew and kept going in circles, scared to death to go https://back.And as soon as I did go back, it was https://questioned.I was asked why I didn't do someone else's job again. All medical gaslighting, it is still, https://happening.I need real care and psych management when things like my numbers, going off the https://chart.My health, went plop again but I can only,repair as much as it let's me. Repressing and ignoring, hurts your body ten times more than acknowledging someone elses wrongs, any day.