cronicillness

I know it's just a matter of time. This life no longer needs me. I hate it here.

The day after I watch my grandsons Im so tired and in pain. Today Im watching my granddaughter I want to do more with them but i can't. Stress is so bad that Im back on my anxiety meds.( I was off them for a year and a half.) Now I have guilt because I can't do what I want for my house and my husband. I just want to be able to function. #onalityDisorder #anxiety #dep #cronicpain #cronicillness

Understanding that just because I have a illness dose not mean Im lazy or don't care about myself. #Anxiety #Anxiety #cronicillness

I stopped saying how I really feel when asked
I stopped explaining when you said I don't look sick
I stopped trying to defend myself when you told me I was acting lazy
I stopped being kind to you when you judged me and left me
I stopped hoping when no one called
I stopped

My chronic illness has now made it very hard to do anything physical for very long. I currently I’m out on disability due to the COVID-19 but I was working in the medical field. ##Job #jobseeking #workfromhome#Jobhunting #cronicillness #Fibromyalgia #help

My life changes severely a few months ago when I first got diagnosed with #Dysautonomia. It changed how I lived my daily life. A few weeks ago, my life changed again when #COVID19 started spreading across the US. With each passing week, I knew my time spent out of the house was running out. That timer ran out last Friday. Please visit my blog and share how it’s changed your daily life.

www.emiliadeslippe.com

does anyone else have mixed episodes and is diagnosed Bipolar II? #Bipolar #Bipolar1 # #cronicillness #Bipolar2 #MentalHealth