I`m not a victim...I have done messed up things in life as the next person so this isn`t that kind of post... I don`t know if my #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder makes me hyper aware of human nature, (even my own) ...but all I know is I`m extremely sensitive to little things...like the things people don`t say or the way they say things ...like the tone of it.
I`m even hyper aware of my own self, so most of the time, I will apologize a lot just in case my tone was off or I often find myself over-explaining myself so people won't take what I said the wrong way.
The other major thing is I feel like people are not extraordinarily considerate of others. Even in society, where calling people broke, making fun of people who don't have an iPhone or just silly stuff like that gets me really hurt, sad and mad...and everyday that I walk out the door and see "normal" people having regular conversations, etc ...I just feel like I don`t and never will fit.
I`ve been eating my feelings and stuffing my face with sweets and salty foods that aren`t healthy for me because I think I am #depressed deep down but who knows? I feel like an alien on this planet.
It would be nice to have a friend or two who understands. 😿