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Last night I met up with his old group of friends, 2/4 were his closest and I’ve only known 1 of them for quite a long time now… since he passed on, that one friend has been pushing me away and telling everyone not to let me around to chill… I’m hurt, very hurt but it is what it is. I hope they realize that how they are treating me is not what my partner would have wanted, he would have wanted them to treat me differently and watch over me as good as he did… he literally called them his brothers💔 I mean I can’t be too upset about this because it probably hurts them just as much to be around me without him, to see me looking lost and alone… but at least be putting some kind of effort or something you know? They don’t bother to message me or anything, they laugh and don’t even care to talk with me or talk about good ole memories. I know it hurts but damn we need to have those conversations with each other about him, we all need a little bit more of comfort and love that my partner always brought upon everyone.
#alone #lost #depressed #MentalHealth #Anxiety #PTSD #Trauma #Suicide #lonely #Grief #healingjourney

Lately my roommates have moods that make my husband and I feel emotionally stressed or drained.. We try our best to do as asked to help around the household. But we feel more like butlers or maid doing there easy arrons (sorry cant spell) when I clean I cant do much cause there stuff everywhere(meaning cant organize) and my husband tired of doing all there groceries shopping when he comes home or on weekends; he works M-F as nigh security an cant fully relax.

My husband and I have disabilities. We share a house with roomies. I cant work do to my disability tbi.

We cant move out do to bills and food we share shop with. I have TBI and my husband has mild Austium. He works and I stay home with roomies pets. Kinda like a house wife when they work or go to school.

I wish to find a way to help out- but we feel stressed out - #Stress #Anxiety #austium #TBI #depressed

I`m not a victim...I have done messed up things in life as the next person so this isn`t that kind of post... I don`t know if my #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder makes me hyper aware of human nature, (even my own) ...but all I know is I`m extremely sensitive to little things...like the things people don`t say or the way they say things ...like the tone of it.

I`m even hyper aware of my own self, so most of the time, I will apologize a lot just in case my tone was off or I often find myself over-explaining myself so people won't take what I said the wrong way.

The other major thing is I feel like people are not extraordinarily considerate of others. Even in society, where calling people broke, making fun of people who don't have an iPhone or just silly stuff like that gets me really hurt, sad and mad...and everyday that I walk out the door and see "normal" people having regular conversations, etc ...I just feel like I don`t and never will fit.

I`ve been eating my feelings and stuffing my face with sweets and salty foods that aren`t healthy for me because I think I am #depressed deep down but who knows? I feel like an alien on this planet.

It would be nice to have a friend or two who understands. 😿

#depressed #Alcohol #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Anxiety

° " So After Work My Main Female Boss Asked Me... If I Would Work 2 Night Shift's... Um OK Whatever.. I Said Yes... And Then All I Asked Was If I Was Going To Get Paid Alittle More... For Working The Night Shift... And She Gave Me Additdude... She Told Me That She Wasn't Going To Pay Me.. More For 2 Day's Of Working Night's... So That Really Answered My Real Question.. About A Pay Raise After All The B.S. I Do At This Place.. People And Companie's Are Definitely Greedy... So Still It's Going To Happen Everywhere Else... Then Why Ask Me For Help If You Don't See Any Value In Me Or My Work Ethic At All.." #depressed Sincerely, •S.K.•

Been struggling with it for about a month now and it really sucks :( #OCD #Anxiety #MentalHealth #sucks #cantstop #Awareness #Breathing #MentalHealth #obsessive #horrible #sad #lonely #depressed #anxious #New #newhere #TheMighty #moghtytogether

Dealing with depression and extreme anxiety alone. I wake up and walk around everyday and handle these things alone, nobody to turn to and no friends to distract me. Sometimes it hard asf.
Trusting anyone is also hard asf, I don't trust anybody to even develop friendship anymore. It's like double ended sword

#Anxiety #Depression #CPTSD #depressed #MentalHealth

Any tips :) for when you struggle with mental health and life outlook. #mentality  #posotivity #Happiness #MentalHealth #question #anxious #depressed