keepsmiling

Have your ever felt like no one understands you?

Like you are alive but yet you feel like you are also dead

Have you ever tried to reach out or talk

But then, you are like 'nah, they won't get it'

Have you ever felt so anxious,

you masked it with ridiculously lame and 'weird' humour or sarcasm?

Just to make it look like you are super chill but you are really just nervous

Have you ever wanted to win a stranger's heart

By giving them random compliments or by trying to make them smile or laugh

Secretly thinking to yourself that this is exactly how you feel everyone should be and treat each other

Have you ever been so naive to ignore the bad in someone and focus solely on the positives and look at the good in everyone?

Have you ever been so foolish that you've tried to help and support or cheer up someone that has repeatedly hurt you and you know does not care about you and probably would not do the same in return? Yet, you do it anyways?

Have you ever just stared into space, zoned out and smile...

Imagining your perfect little dream world

Imagining Utopia

Have you ever been so naturally 'high' that people have assumed you drank or did drugs?

Have you ever felt happy inside but on the outside felt scared to express or show it because of well, so-called evil eye

Have you ever not believed in superstitions yet still been anxious and overthink your interactions due to them

Have you ever just been happy for no reason at all like a child

Have you ever... just spontaneously wrote a post like this without even thinking?

Impulsivity can be fun but it can be exhausting...

Humour can be fun but be tiring...

Good things come and go; it is okay to feel not okay and for bad times to also come, they also go.

Don't stop being you due to the bad moments or days

KEEP SMILING :) :) Your energy is contagious and is needed to make the world go round - YING YANG - hippie style

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This my first post, not really sure why I feel today is the day to post but here goes nothing. I have fibromyalgia which feels like the end of the world some days when the depression raises its head. I am in so much pain that I have to try and hide the effects from my husband and daughter, I had to give up the job as a social worker that I loved. Although I have very bad days I am still here, living each day to the best I can and keep smiling. This is what all of us can do when living with a hidden painful disability. #keepsmiling #fibrosucks

You are so strong and I am so proud of everything you achieved. You're still here and that is so amazing.
#Love #allofyouarestrong #warriors #keepsmiling #Improudofyou

Do you ever feel like you’re losing a battle but you realize you’re the only person on the field.. this is what I struggle with every day. I have loved ones that I know I have to appear as this confident, strong women.. but inside I can’t breathe. I’m so alone within myself that I want to cry on the shoulder of anyone who shows me kindness! When my tears are right on the edge of finally being set free.. I am 100% no one cares even the slightest. I know I have a serious problem.. and when my spouse is constantly saying he doesn’t care how I feel, he can’t relate so don’t try, or it’s my fault for being so insecure.. I feel like I have no right to even seek help. As if.. maybe the problem is me. I am so sooo exhausted of forcing my smiles or playing Miss Comedian and my whole body aches from internal screams. Some days I feel like I’m cured and it was just a phase but then I realize that I’m putting a show for myself. I wish I could just give up, I wish I could ugly cry without being judged, I wish so much.. but I feel like I don’t have that right. I’m just not important enough. I just wonder.. how many lost souls are there in the world.. that feel just like me.

I wish I could swap my body with someone who doesn't suffer from #severefatigue just for one day. This week has been really difficult, barely being able to get up out of bed and just making it to work on time. On my days off, being so tired I can barely leave my flat to go out shopping or to meet with friends and housework is just utopic. I really am trying to hold up a smile but it's tough. Next week can only be better! #CrohnsDisease #tiredoffighting #positivethoughts #NeverGiveUp #keepsmiling