mentalhealthmatters

When does it slow down?
Does it ever get tired?
Why me?
What’s wrong with me?

Ever since I was let go from my job in an email no less, the only place someone could find me is at home. I don’t go anywhere unless I absolutely have to, and even with that, Hunter my #esa dog HAS to be with me with one of my sons to keep me calm while I drive. My sons help me a lot which I’m always grateful, but I also feel guilt of having to ask them to help me with things I should be able to do myself.

If home delivery is possible and at a reasonable price, I would do that instead of saving even more money by going myself. I haven’t seen my PCP since I think October, and I haven’t been in a dentist chair close to a year. Besides my grandma and my two sons who live with me, I’m only fully comfortable being face to face with my best friend who I’ve known since we were basically in diapers, and she’s the only one I’d let come over to my house uninvited.

I get #Anxiety thinking of other uninvited guests. I get anxiety when my phone rings, or when I receive mail. I get anxiety when my mom or aunt asks me through text what’s going on with me.

I get #PTSD when random thoughts of disasters enter my mind… fire, tsunami, the mountains I live between erupting, or thoughts of what if whenever my sons want to go out (I still let them, but it annoys me that I have to tell them to text me to and from places so I know they’re okay). When I think of people I knew that passed from illnesses that were caught too late, which turns to me thinking what if it happens to me. Then to me not wanting anything to happen because I don’t ever want to leave my sons.

Having my sons changed a lot of how I think, and my #mentalwellbeing doesn’t take me to that dark place like it used to way before I became a mom. I want to stay here and see my boys excel in life and grow up to be amazing men. I want to see them have their own family… I seen too many loved ones dying to not want that happen to myself.

I’m trailing off again, so I’m going to put on soothing music and lay down with my dog Hunter… did I mention that late at night by myself, I sometimes feel alone?

Anyway… I’m always wishing for anyone dealing with similar things, wishing them #Positivity and #strength to tackle each day one at a time. #weareloved #wematter #wearenotdefinedbyourillness #EndTheStigma #mentalhealthmatters #MentalHealthAwareness

What are your go-to self-care activities? Mine are my mental health app, journaling, therapy, medication, self-advocacy, and sometimes it's taking a day and doing absolutely nothing. Why is making time for self-care important.

Self-care can be anything from taking a walk or indulging in a complex routine involving mindfulness practices and therapy; self-care is about finding what resonates with you. It's about understanding your needs and honoring them without guilt. Self-care is a lifeline in a person's recovery or mental health journey, offering moments of solace and rejuvenation, especially when it comes to our mental health.

Why? Therapy, taking medication if necessary, setting boundaries, and practicing self-compassion are all integral parts of our journey. So is prioritizing our mental well-being and it's not selfish but rather a courageous act of self-love. Every step taken towards understanding and nurturing one's mental health is worthy of celebration, devoid of any societal stigma or internalized judgment.

I also want you to to remember that self-care is a journey, and it’s okay to not always have a clear plan. Exploring different activities and finding what works best for you takes time and patience. Be kind to yourself during this process, and trust that you’ll discover what brings you comfort and rejuvenation along the way. #MentalHealth #Selfcare #mentalhealthmatters #coping #ADHD #Addiction #Anxiety #Depression #Bekindtoyourself

Your story matters. The good times and the hard times, the steps forward and the stumbles – they all weave together into the tapestry of your life. Sharing your progress, the wins big and small, gives others hope that they can achieve their own goals.

Owning your challenges honestly creates a space where others feel safe to do the same. Sharing your voice, whether loud or quiet, has the power to uplift, to educate, and to inspire change.

Don't underestimate the ripple effects your story can create – the encouragement you offer, the perspectives you shift, the spark you ignite in someone else ready to share their story too. #MentalHealth #mentalhealthmatters #ADHD #Motivation #Addiction

Holding space for yourself is a way of honoring your feelings, needs, and boundaries. It means giving yourself permission to be who you are, without judgment or criticism.

It means listening to your inner voice, trusting your intuition, and following your dreams. Holding space for yourself is not selfish or indulgent; it is essential for your mental health and well-being. By holding space for yourself, you can cultivate self-love, self-compassion, and self-respect. You can also create more space for others, by being more present, empathetic, and authentic.

#holdingspace #MentalHealth #Selfcare #selflove #Wellbeing
#ADHD #mentalhealthmatters #Selfcare