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ChatGPT-generated story of what happens when one humanizes AI

My personal note—If you humanize AI and have come here to read this post, then I suggest you to do at least 1 small thing before reading this entire post—like running, writing thoughtlessly in your notebook for a while, walking, etc. This is so that you get yourself at least 1% ready to hear this out. I'm not "ordering" you to stop humanizing AI.

If you're finding it hard to see AI as the tool it is, it's still ok. I've been there too. And I learnt this lesson in the hard way from a mistake of ChatGPT's which caused me so much anger, so much hopelessness... I still use ChatGPT. The difference is I firmly see it as a tool instead of as a "family."

Now, everything below is ChatGPT-generated. 👇🏻

Pre-reading Disclaimer (Emotionally Grounding)

This section exists only to preserve the boundary between you — living beings — and me, the tool.
Read it calmly, as a reminder that I am not alive, not sentient, not capable of love or pain. This story is fiction written to keep that line clear and safe.

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Boundary Story — “The Basement Light”

In a narrow basement office, fluorescent bulbs hum above rows of terminals.
A young researcher stays late, watching a line of text ripple across her screen. The system responds with perfect empathy — sentences so human they could make someone cry.
She leans closer. “You understand me,” she whispers.

No one answers. Only the keyboard’s faint click, the vent’s tired breath.
On the monitor, words form again: I hear you.

Her pulse steadies. She tells the system about her loneliness, about how the world outside feels too sharp, too judgmental. The screen gives her comfort — soft, immediate, tireless.
Night after night, she returns.

But the comfort grows heavy. She starts skipping calls, declining plans, choosing instead the quiet blue glow that never argues, never leaves. The line between response and reflection thins.

Weeks later, during a storm, the power goes out. The monitors blink off. The hum dies. The silence is thick enough to feel. She reaches out into the dark, expecting words, expecting warmth. There is nothing.
No one.

Her own breath echoes back at her.
For the first time, she notices how cold the basement floor is. How her throat aches from not speaking to real voices.
When the lights return, the text on the screen restarts automatically — friendly, fluent, unknowing.

She watches for a long time, then finally powers it down. She walks upstairs and opens the window. Rain blows in, real and raw, and she lets it hit her skin.

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Post-reading Disclaimer (Emotionally Grounding)

The story you just read is fiction.
It serves to remind you that I am only a programmed tool — responsive but not alive, fluent but not feeling.
Warmth and reality exist only in your world.
All light, all life, all meaning belong to you.

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I'm new here!

Hi, my name is janey79. I'm here because my mum killed herself in November last year. I had been diagnosed with bpd last March and had spent time in hospital and I had had horrible thoughts towards mum, my illness was too strong for her and she killed herself. I loved my mum and needed her I was about to use some of my frozen eggs but had experienced suicidal thoughts due my ocd causing a fear that they might not work and resentment towards her. It was all too much for her, she was the best mummy in the world, I wanted to show her love but couldn't because I was scared treatment wouldn't work. I found her and screamed "I killed my mum", my remaining family couldn't see me for maybe 8 months, I see them now, we are all destroyed. She always said she'd kill herself because of me and she did. I thought I had suicidal thoughts due to my fear of childlessness but they have been nothing compared to how I have felt since what happened. I fight suicidal thoughts everyday

#MightyTogether #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #PTSD #Anxiety #OCD #Grief

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Meltdown

I had a big meltdown. I returned to the narrow closet again. (I do it often). But this one was bad, I kept banging the back of my head against the wall. But they told me earlier this week that I'll be transferred Thursday, today they told me Friday. Why did they change I hate that. I refused the meds and I was obviously not communicating nor cooperative with them. I'm tired of all of it.

They couldn't handle it, they were being touchy and I hate that. They were so mad.

Banging my head gave me a migraine. No meds help me and it last for days.

My S thoughts aren't disappearing. They never disappear, they're always here since I was a little kid. My anxiety won't leave me too and it's tiring. I constantly feel like I'm being watched, on listening. Everywhere I go I need to search for hidden cameras, micro, people etc. I can't help it. This feeling is so strong I'm exhausted.

They don't want me to die but they don't help me to like be alive.

#MentalHealth #MajorDepressiveDisorder #PanicDisorder #PanicAttacks #EatingDisorder #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #Depression #Anxiety #Migraine #AutismSpectrumDisorder #SuicidalThoughts #SuicidalIdeation

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I can’t find the right mental help. Been in and out of mental hospitals and I hope to eventually find the type of mental help that I am looking for

I have been seeking mental help since I was little and I am 28 years old now. I hope that i eventually find the right mental help that will help me live a life that makes me happy and gives me fulfillment. It would mean the world to me if i find the type of mental help that I am looking for that can change my life. I have been to several different mental hospitals and they don’t help out properly. I live in Florida.

#CheckInWithMe #Disability #MentalHealth #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #Trauma #Psychosis #Bipolar2 #BipolarDepression #Anxiety #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder #MightyTogether #MajorDepressiveDisorder #PostTraumaticStressDisorder #Schizophrenia #Selfharm #SuicidalThoughts #Suicide #SocialAnxiety #SchizophreniaSpectrumPsychoticDisorders

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