I'm in a toxic friendship. We're both Christians. This "friend* was fine at first but has since become very controlling!! She has Aspergers and says I'm autistic too. It's got so bad that I've been advised to go no contact which is difficult for me. But whenever I meet her I feel suicidal afterwards. I've tried talking to her about things but it doesn't work. Today someone was singing her praises to me and immediately my hackles rose , my stomach went into knots and I felt resentful. Is this a normal reaction? I pray to God about it. She's completely nice and normal with other peope but not with me. She's horrible. She called me the most selfish and cruel person ever for keeping my elderly cat alive, even though she's still eating, purring etc.
Thanks for being here. The photo is the view from my kitchen window.