Cronic

Depression has reared its ugly head again today. Couldn't work, just staying in bed as my head is too loud. So many thoughts, nothing is making sense. I'm exhausted. It's hard to explain what I go through, I can't even understand it myself. What's on your mind? Why can't you snap out of it? Just think about something else....
It's maddening. 😡
I am feeling every ache, every pain and I know tomorrow will be a different day. Is 6:30 pm too early to go to bed?

I'm on my 3rd divorce we've been apart for 13+ yrs. married 24. He purchased this foreclosure home said I could fix it up and live in it. Use his benefits when he passed, he lives with his gf for 13 yrs. This past Nov. I was blindsided by divorce pprs claiming I owe him all this money, he claims he's in debt he's taken out multiple loans & credit cards he took out most of the equity in the house I'm fixing up. In our state I'm responsible for half his debts. I'm on a low fixed income .
Also I have been following the Ukraine war. Sending messages of hope praying for them. Then I get these guys pretending they are soldiers sending pics trying to romance me then asking for money. I know about scamming I don't fall for it. I feel like I have this big bulls eye target on my back. Why does me caring cause all the nasty people to show up?
#ADHD #Anxiety #Fibromyalgia #Cronic Fatigue# #Osteoporosis #Osteopenia #Raynard syndrome #Peripheral neuropathy #Gout #Shingles

Hey friends in need of desperate advice as doctors are being confusing and I am at a loss with my health.

I am in big pain that has just been getting worse for the past 3 months. Endo has been thrown around in the past but not much came of it, now after having my first baby everything changed. I have been having constant cramps, and mix of constipation and liquid stool and like running to the washroom in pain. Now I moved to the okanagan and got a new DR but don't know what to do to get the help I need. They are nor taking me seriously.

In September I went to the ER my stomach looked like I was in my 4th trimester and I said I presumed endo belly, nobody had no idea what that was and said that endo pain only happens when you mensrate.

I have been in extream pain since. Now I have lost weight, and like seriously need help but all I get is Tylnol.

Oh I did a bunch of lab work done, and my iron count is 7..... along with low hemoglobin.

I guess this is more of a vent I am tired, loosing weight being told to go on all kinds of diets... I just need help like really bad. I can barley sleep anymore. #Cronic #Pain #Endometriosis #chrohns

#Fibromyalgia
My nose seems to running all the time! I’m always standing with a tissue in my hand. Any of you warriors out there got any advice?

#you look fine by feel terrible#Cronic illness in disguise