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#Depression #Anxiety #GenderDysphoria #MentalHealth #transformation #rebirth #Rise

A long time ago in a far far far far distance from where we are today there was this person who was neither alive more dead. This person never felt the same nave felt included or connected with the people around them. This person would do what is expected and would put on that smile wear that hat 🎩 or that hat 🧢 well maybe that hat 👒 so as to blend or fit in until the time when IT was time to move on and try again. The emotional damage built over time IT really did. So much so that the person #disassociated #DID or as the person who explains #Dis #Divergent #Identity #Spectrum . The person didn’t feel real lived in #Autopilot mode and #DID what was expected of them. #Numbess #hurt #Pain #sorrow #Loneliness #Sadness #abandonment and yes #homelessness .

#transformation from a spiritual perspective and a physical perspective is a profound experience that changes your perception. When you have read the bible searched through Google and endured countless hours of counseling you realize #It . IT is what IT is isn’t IT. #please choose you. #please choose your present. #please choose your path. When you do not choose #you to be who you are others do.

#Transition ended the cycle.

This person sacrificed their life so that a new life could be! Now #free in #2023 this person has hope and a life that is full of love in so many different ways. The love this person has is #Selflove #SelfIdenty #Selfcare and yes #SpiritualLove .

No longer dose the person stare in the mirror 🪞 trying to see someone else. No now the person sees someone who is actually looking back at them. That person smiles! That person is happy! That person dose what makes them an individual!

We are all different and we all are special in so many ways so please 🙏 know there are better days!

#yournotalone #YourWorthy #yourlifematters

#you must walk the dogs

#you just get run down daily the harder you try. Yet you set yourself up for tears and the anger..

Went hiking with my cousin this past weekend after a very trialing few weeks. Even had to call some of my support group for suicidal thoughts and anxieties that were sending me into a spiral. It’s true what they say, the best views come after the hardest climbs…the struggle was definitely real and I had to push myself, but it was so worth it! The whole climb! Never give up and always reach out because even though you may feel alone, you are not! # Never give up #Anxiety #you are not alone #SuicidalThoughts #Depression #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #living well

#you #dont #Have #to

Recently I have really struggled with "mummy guilt" because I spent most of the summer holidays in hospital or isolating and couldn't see my little ones for nearly a month then I have been in and out since so I felt I missed out on so much.Then when they're home I worry and stress because I am still really ill and I can't do the things I did before , they have obviously noticed the difference in myself and I am trying soo hard to be as much like my usual self but it's a struggle. I feel like I absolutely treasure and appreciate all the moments and time even more than I already did because it did get so serious.yhen everything at the house fell behind so I was stressed about all that but unable to really do much as still am really unwell .But now the house other things can wait, my priority is them and as long as I can keep it that way and keep seeing them smile that's all that matters.They don't stay little for long and they don't care about money or objects they need love and care and lots of cuddles from their parents. I can n only try my best and enjoy the moments with them ...

So to anyone else struggling with this I hope this helps

♡YOU ARE A GREAT PARENT
♡YOU ARE DOING GREAT
♡YOURE STRONG
♡YOURE BEAUTIFUL
♡YOU MATTER
♡YOU ARE ENOUGH !!!!!
#Anxiety #Depression #GeneralParenting #COVID19 #CheckInWithMe #loveyourself #you matter #Bekind