With a sense of #despair and #hopelessness , I write. Reaching out to those that may relate might give me a bit of #peace . I'm #frightened , and my mental health #symptoms are slowly #Spiraling me into #SurvivalMode . Looking for the next threat. Searching for safety. Experiencing uncertainty. I am full of fear, but I know I am not alone. I'll keep fighting because I am a #Survivor.
I was told today that I have bpd, I always knew I was different! But there nothing that can be done apparently! I was told today that they are so sorry I have suicidal thoughts and tendency! You can get councilling but not here! So where do I go from here? I try to keep calm and work on my rage and outbursts! Breath through the roller-coaster of emotion!! But I'm struggling to cope! Been trying to get help for years! I've been hospitalised 3 times and I've been put on anti depressants! I suffer from anxiety and sever depression, and my rage is throu the roof when I get like this!